probably getting too much blue light and stimulation from this/us

if linux had better game suport id use it as my main machine

My phone doesn't emit blue light at all. Permanent filter on it.

i wonder if you talk to yourself in your mind if you turn off all stimulus and just wait for sleep

and if that keeps you awake in a worse way than this

My brain never shuts up

I have at least 2 independent inner monologues

try silencing one voice at a time, starting with the loudest

One is like my conscious thought stream and the other is Everything I Hate About Myself: The Movie

Rom com?

So I only actually "control" the one, and then only to a certain degree

There are meditation practices I can do, but they don't work actually making me *go* to sleep if I'm not already tired

i wonder if this (or a program i use that i customise) would help, hope it's okay to link it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSaJXDsb3N8

Its a bit of a meme but have you tried jogging?

Passive noise doesn't help me in the slightest @zalfir

@Trapmaker I don't go outside.

Hermit

And even if I did, it wouldn't be running.

Too many fucked up joints.

All right.

Drink yourself to sleep then.

Don't tempt me

Not kidding.

It works

I wonder if you've wired yourself to get more stimulus from within than without the way I did by staying indoors in the dark, years ago

Alcohol makes me sad

❤ @Dino

@zalfir it sounds like a meme but I'm just...intelligent. my brain has the capacity for a lot, and it just runs away all the time

i can dig it

The joys of autism.

Tism

Do you also watch rick and morty? And does mom bring you tendies in the basement?

hello fellow kids

No a kid

kys

kids are useless unless they got -10 depression

LOL

Soup I laughed

No, but I'm HFA, in university, and, unfortunately, just fucking clever. I can understand if you can't comprehend what that might be like <a:wink:484771028984135711>

@Trapmaker