Message from @zalfir

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2019-01-29 07:07:51 UTC  

No

2019-01-29 07:07:55 UTC  

Yes

2019-01-29 07:07:59 UTC  

No

2019-01-29 07:08:07 UTC  

Big fat cheesy chodes

2019-01-29 07:08:13 UTC  

sleep is a demon

2019-01-29 07:08:26 UTC  

A daemon

2019-01-29 07:08:27 UTC  

that sneaks up on you and destroys things

2019-01-29 07:08:41 UTC  

Sleep is a Linux daemon

2019-01-29 07:08:49 UTC  

If sleep is a demon then i got raped by jesus

2019-01-29 07:08:57 UTC  

no, it's not a consciousness in the ancient Greek sense

2019-01-29 07:09:15 UTC  

it's a demon, in the "i'm scared of lightning" sense

2019-01-29 07:09:30 UTC  

I always liked that Unix services are called daemons

2019-01-29 07:09:41 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties Let the demon take you

2019-01-29 07:09:42 UTC  

Makes me think my Linux machines are possessed

2019-01-29 07:09:55 UTC  

THE DEMON DOESN'T WANT ME DAMNIT

2019-01-29 07:09:57 UTC  

ye, but it makes sense in how they're approached

2019-01-29 07:10:45 UTC  

I'M BASICALLY LYING IN A PENTACLE READING THE SUMMONS IN ARAMAIC *AND THE CUNT STILL ISN'T ANSWERING HIS FUCKING DOORBELL*

2019-01-29 07:10:59 UTC  

Cause of the phone

2019-01-29 07:11:03 UTC  

Shut it

2019-01-29 07:11:10 UTC  

Blue light filter

2019-01-29 07:11:12 UTC  

probably getting too much blue light and stimulation from this/us

2019-01-29 07:11:19 UTC  

if linux had better game suport id use it as my main machine

2019-01-29 07:11:35 UTC  

My phone doesn't emit blue light at all. Permanent filter on it.

2019-01-29 07:11:40 UTC  

i wonder if you talk to yourself in your mind if you turn off all stimulus and just wait for sleep

2019-01-29 07:11:53 UTC  

and if that keeps you awake in a worse way than this

2019-01-29 07:12:06 UTC  

My brain never shuts up

2019-01-29 07:12:29 UTC  

I have at least 2 independent inner monologues

2019-01-29 07:12:37 UTC  

try silencing one voice at a time, starting with the loudest

2019-01-29 07:13:34 UTC  

One is like my conscious thought stream and the other is Everything I Hate About Myself: The Movie

2019-01-29 07:13:50 UTC  

Rom com?

2019-01-29 07:14:14 UTC  

So I only actually "control" the one, and then only to a certain degree

2019-01-29 07:14:49 UTC  

There are meditation practices I can do, but they don't work actually making me *go* to sleep if I'm not already tired

2019-01-29 07:15:08 UTC  

i wonder if this (or a program i use that i customise) would help, hope it's okay to link it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSaJXDsb3N8

2019-01-29 07:15:15 UTC  

Its a bit of a meme but have you tried jogging?

2019-01-29 07:15:37 UTC  

Passive noise doesn't help me in the slightest @zalfir

2019-01-29 07:15:46 UTC  

@Trapmaker I don't go outside.

2019-01-29 07:15:59 UTC  

Hermit

2019-01-29 07:16:03 UTC  

And even if I did, it wouldn't be running.

2019-01-29 07:16:13 UTC  

Too many fucked up joints.

2019-01-29 07:16:13 UTC  

All right.

2019-01-29 07:16:18 UTC  

Drink yourself to sleep then.