I always liked that Unix services are called daemons

@coattailsandbowties Let the demon take you

Makes me think my Linux machines are possessed

THE DEMON DOESN'T WANT ME DAMNIT

ye, but it makes sense in how they're approached

I'M BASICALLY LYING IN A PENTACLE READING THE SUMMONS IN ARAMAIC *AND THE CUNT STILL ISN'T ANSWERING HIS FUCKING DOORBELL*

Cause of the phone

Shut it

Blue light filter

probably getting too much blue light and stimulation from this/us

if linux had better game suport id use it as my main machine

My phone doesn't emit blue light at all. Permanent filter on it.

i wonder if you talk to yourself in your mind if you turn off all stimulus and just wait for sleep

and if that keeps you awake in a worse way than this

My brain never shuts up

I have at least 2 independent inner monologues

try silencing one voice at a time, starting with the loudest

One is like my conscious thought stream and the other is Everything I Hate About Myself: The Movie

Rom com?

So I only actually "control" the one, and then only to a certain degree

There are meditation practices I can do, but they don't work actually making me *go* to sleep if I'm not already tired

i wonder if this (or a program i use that i customise) would help, hope it's okay to link it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSaJXDsb3N8

Its a bit of a meme but have you tried jogging?

Passive noise doesn't help me in the slightest @zalfir

@Trapmaker I don't go outside.

Hermit

And even if I did, it wouldn't be running.

Too many fucked up joints.

All right.

Drink yourself to sleep then.

Don't tempt me

Not kidding.

It works

I wonder if you've wired yourself to get more stimulus from within than without the way I did by staying indoors in the dark, years ago

Alcohol makes me sad

❤ @Dino

@zalfir it sounds like a meme but I'm just...intelligent. my brain has the capacity for a lot, and it just runs away all the time

i can dig it

The joys of autism.

Tism

Do you also watch rick and morty? And does mom bring you tendies in the basement?