The closet scared the hell out of me tho

Its the first and only time I ever fainted

What happened in the closet?

Its a real long story.
TLDR: crackhead step dad abused us and locked us in it. Already didnt like the dark. Thought I saw something or imagined it. Passed out.

Oof.

Maybe ill make a green text or write it out but its hella long.

Step dad was nowhere near the psycho my dad was tho. Ex navy. Killed animals. Wrote on the walls. Stalked my mom.

Fucking hell.

Hid in a dumpster outside our apartment complex with a shotgun for 3 days cause he thought my mom was cheating on him.

Both of them are probably gonna end up in @noobypropmaker's camps.

His camps?

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It's a joke for if he ends up as president of the US.

Anyways fuck them.

They'll probably rot.

What even happened to your dad if he's that much of a fucking nut?

And your stepdad.

Well I dunno about dad. Mom divorced him after he went missing for a few months. He tried to kidnap my brother and sister once and after that he disappeared.

Stepdad got busted for aggravated battery, child abuse and possesion. He supposedly got clean after he was realeased from jail 4 years ago. Tried apologizing to my mom and my siblings. I ended up getting pissed off and we got in a fight. Havent seen him since.

Part of me hopes my dad is dead.

Why don't you ask your mom what happened to your dad?

I don't think she knows anymore then I do. Ive asked cause I wanted to know what happened and why we had to move so quickly out of the complex. She told me after a week of starving she called grandpa and we moved to a house a little outside of the city.

Inb4 muh skinwalker.

Huh?

Skinwalker? You mean dad? Nah. He was just fucking nuts. Probably lives in Mexico and talks to the sky or someshit

Or dead. I dunno

No like a skinwalker got him or some shit.

Lol hopefully

I watched bob ross videos last night

For some reason I cried like a little bitch for the whole time

Just

The way he says things is

When he said 'this is your world, and you can whatever you want to' or something

Just the way he says that flipped the fucking switch on me

How do we combat existential dread

Is it just the black pill?

You just learn ways to live with it

Wait till it gets old

I can usually distract myself to ignore it

Hopefully doing something with your life

Or learn something useful meanwhile

Yeah the general notion of it gets old