Message from @Higura
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Well I dunno about dad. Mom divorced him after he went missing for a few months. He tried to kidnap my brother and sister once and after that he disappeared.
Stepdad got busted for aggravated battery, child abuse and possesion. He supposedly got clean after he was realeased from jail 4 years ago. Tried apologizing to my mom and my siblings. I ended up getting pissed off and we got in a fight. Havent seen him since.
Part of me hopes my dad is dead.
Why don't you ask your mom what happened to your dad?
I don't think she knows anymore then I do. Ive asked cause I wanted to know what happened and why we had to move so quickly out of the complex. She told me after a week of starving she called grandpa and we moved to a house a little outside of the city.
Inb4 muh skinwalker.
Huh?
Skinwalker? You mean dad? Nah. He was just fucking nuts. Probably lives in Mexico and talks to the sky or someshit
Or dead. I dunno
No like a skinwalker got him or some shit.
Lol hopefully
I watched bob ross videos last night
For some reason I cried like a little bitch for the whole time
Just
The way he says things is
When he said 'this is your world, and you can whatever you want to' or something
Just the way he says that flipped the fucking switch on me
How do we combat existential dread
Is it just the black pill?
You just learn ways to live with it
Wait till it gets old
Hopefully doing something with your life
Or learn something useful meanwhile
Yeah the general notion of it gets old
Sooner or later
When you can't you just lay there
Wait
Until other shits distract you
Yeah
I have no direction in life, no goals
Go to work to keep myself busy
People generally think you're wasting your life if you have no goals
Bunch of fucking idiots
I know a lot of anons are super depressed, so idk it's not a big deal
Goals doesn't mean anything
You don't know until you get there
It's perfectly fine if you have no goal or whatever
It's ok to be depressed
It's fine if you have some fucked up sense of humor or kink or something
Maybe one day you're gonna get some job that you like
Or not