You know

I remember back in January thinking 2019 was gonna be a good year

I quit my old job

Cleaned up my room

Managed to get a little more social

And it all came tumbling down in a matter of weeks

No thanks to the shit that happened with my aunt

I was actually kinda hopeful earlier in the year

Now i just don't know

today was a very good day

save for the hicup this morning

Its turned out to be far better

I have over 200 bucks saved up

Im planning and hoping to get a ps4

I'm still sick and haven't eaten shit except soup, tea and medicine

I would kill for a burger

I will make you one if you just deal with this for a day or two

it will get better

I miss the girl I was in love with

Fucking hell, I'm finally back

Work has been a pain

Another one of my friends died, hanged himself after the doctors said his sarcoma (bone cancer) has reached the 4th stage and he couldn't afford or even physically handle more rounds of chemotherapy, plus he would've been required to move to some large city to get treated properly, and he didn't have the money for that either

Miss the bastard, and will continue missing him for years, he was the only real nigga back in 9th grade

Not to get political; but if he lived in Canada, could he have been treated for free?

We both lived in one of the shittiest parts of Russia: lower central Siberia

Our fucking village doesn't have a proper hospital, let alone one that treats cancer patients

Russia’s crazy

Sorry about your friend, at least he’s in a better place and not suffering anymore

Thanks man

The government doesn't care about the poor and rural village areas; they're only profitable for the drug dealers

If only we could talk to Putin

We technically can, but I doubt we'd have a chance at doing so or having our message reach him in the end

Россия упадет, Applebee's вырастет.

Чего?

Jk I don’t speak Russian

Google Translate

Maybe one day Russia will revert to the Soviet Union, it’ll be sad

Fun fact: the Soviets put gays and trannies in mental institutions, and yet the liberals still support them

Damn

Well this is the feels room

These people are just sad