Wish her good luck I guess

Thanks and sorry my internet fucked up on me

I dont want her to be preyed upon by some freaks ...

Understandable

But like corin said if her kinks are that specific it's gonna be difficult finding someone for a while

So they'll need to either A. Find someone willing to experiment, B. Get rid of some kinks (easiest one to do) or C. Lower there standards

Damn, Coal. It's like a new relationship thing with you every week.

No offense

Me and her arent a thing Im just asking you guys your opinion

Feel like coal is the protagonist in a gta game and is doing strangers and freaks missions until the next main story mission

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

that's fucking awesome

LOL

AHAHAH

Thats fucking amazing

Every time im just like "Shit here we go again"

Im jsut a sucker for helping people

Tbh imo it's if you want to help people

Don't think of it as a bad trait because some bad people take advantage of it

Learn to not get taken advantage of for kindness

Alright bois, I'm gonna lay some hard shit on you

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Ever since I've got back to the states I've felt empty as shit and even though I live quote 'The American dream' with home ownership and a beautiful wife, its like I'm living in a shitty groundhog day. I get up, and since I had a combat job I work a shitty job working with airplanes, get shit on by my boss for not knowing how to do every little thing, make less than my wife and have to watch her live my dream. I don't want to kill myself but I am hitting the bottle way to hard and I recognize it but don't seem to care enough to stop. We don't really have sex anymore and I find myself masturbating 3 or 4 times a day when I don't work and she isn't home, just to get a dopamine rush. I go to work drunk sometimes and nobody really says anything because they feel uncomfortable or some shit. I have one close friend now and even he seems to want out of my life, so I'm stuck sitting in front of a monitor hoping for validation from internet people. I've probably got another 40 or 50 years left, but sometimes I wish it would just end sooner. Now that I have time off most days I get up at like 8:30 and have my first drink around 9. Drink all day and then argue with the wife when she comes home. We haven't gone to bed at the same time in about a month and a half because of this shit. I'm afraid of losing my guns because the last time I went to the VA and talked with a psychiatrist she called my wife and suggested hiding the firearms, to which my wife let a friend take them for a couple weeks. The only time I feel truly happy is when my younger brother comes and visits and we go out and do shit, but he has to live his own life too and can't constantly come looking after me. I'm tired of not getting a full nights sleep because I wake up in cold sweats, and then falling asleep at random points during the day.

My office smells fucking terrible because raccoons were raised in it beforehand, no matter how much I try and clean it. I can't even muster the motivation to pick up the deadfall from around my yard. Firewood goes unchopped and my wife has become more like my caretaker it seems. Even hunting has lost its joy for me, because it just becomes another task. The buck fever I used to get is gone, and I simply line up whatever I'm shooting and squeeze the trigger, hoping it'll drop easily so I can go back home and sit in front of the idiot box for another hour with my drink. Sorry for all this fag shit, just something that's been on my mind for a while and you all are

some real niggas who also don't know me so maybe you can give me an outside perspective.

maybe im drunk

but

you're a man

you deserve way fucking better

you serverd in the fucking military for fuck sakes

you need to get out and grab life by the balls

go travel

start independent businesses

get your own money your own way

im not saying you gotta be wolf of wall street

but you gotta be fucking wild

you deserve way better man

you're a cool and funny guy

you don't gotta leave your wife or anything

but give yourself a little freedom

maybe cruise a little bit down the streets and feel the flow of freedom