issa joke about jussie smollet

Lol when I went there last I saw protesters at the base of Trump Tower

i feel like my keyboard is trying to tell me something because it keeps switching to german<:hmm:542689375541133322>

lel

only time i went to london was 2012 between the olympics and paralympics

thank god i dont have to see the state of it now

i went to paris one time in like 2010 when i was little

streets actually werent trashed

amazing i know

i went to naples and rome in italy in like 2016 or 17

african street vendors selling dumb shit like umbrellas as far as the eye could see

plus italian army patrol cars and 2 to 3 soldiers on every other street block

one of my first irl redpills

I'm feeling okay today

God damn I'm not looking forward to going back out on the road again

They're looking at giving the dude from the colorado crash 30 years, wasn't even his fault... 30 years because of a mechanical failure on his vehicle

If I fuck up once... It's over

I've come so close every few weeks

It keeps hitting me like a ptsd episode

I'm in alot of danger everyday, not gonna be a bitch about it death happens

But you ever just sit and really think about what it means to die, everything coming to fiery and painful end

I don't think that's what I fear the most, it's hurting or killing others and having to live with it, rotting away in a jail cell

The crash from colorado, the sounds of the explosions, tires blowing up from the heat, conscious and unconscious bodies trapped and burning to death, the fire and smoke, the sirens echoing across the town, people running through the smoke, bodies being dragged out

And seeing that burning truck the other day reduced to smoldering debris, police cars all around it, 2 bodies covered in sheets, officers holding up sheets to block the view of traffic, blood and bits everywhere. I was driving that same road, over the same ice, the same snow, could've been me and my codriver

Or that truck sitting there with its flashers on, a motorcycle on the road a few hundred feet down, a mangled body pinned under the trailer, police and ambulances all around

I think about all the people I've put in danger

I hear screams and see myself crashing in my dreams, sometimes it wakes me up at night

I'm surprised they gave him that much time, jeez

https://youtu.be/MNYa6GEG4g8

Okay this band is Doomer as fuck

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3S8S9laQzZg

>And when everything that you do loses beauty
>When everything's taboo and unkind
>And the only thing you ever dream of is sharpening knives
>Sharpening knives

Kind of relatable, I guess

Like.. I guess a form of the black pill. Things we cherish about the world becoming symbols of hate, and banned. Republicans and nationalists fired for perfectly reasonable wants for this nation. 'You're just a Nazi. You don't matter.'. Many people becoming increasingly disillusioned with the world, just biding their time before they go out to try and right the wrongs of the world.

'Sometimes.. Reasonable people must do unreasonable things."

... That's the only sleep medicine induced rant you'll get from me today

Here's something from KSP on my current mission

That gave me a particular feel

https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/001/401/033/9d7.png

Idk probably more accurate. Either way I've lost control of the plane kek