In my case, I never really got to say goodbye to him, or my mom. She came and took me from him, and I was convinced I'd go back to see him. But nope, nothing but a letter in the mail about him passing away.

It's always a great deal of anger how the state both sent me a letter and also took possession of all his belongings/property, like their claim was that I wasn't related and he didn't have a will, but still send me a letter saying he's dead. Pretty fucked up.

She bought me this synthetic leather jacket when I hit 19

That's pretty sweet tbh

I didn't even wear it that much but it was so shitty the bits of leather is starting to falling off

I just can't throw it away

Damn that's fucked up mate

Fuck your state

You deserved his legacies

Yeah. Only thing I have left of his is a leather wallet he bought me when I was ten

It's all faded and old looking. But I still use it

But would have been nice to have something else to remember him by.

... plus his bomb shelter and guns would have been nice.

>bomb shelter

It was the opposite with my mom. The state kept demanding I take on her property, as it was not fully paid by her, and wanted me to make the 1400 a month payment on her land

Told them to fuck off

And yes

Grandpa was a Vietnam vet, we lived in the woods, prepping for commie invasion

Jesus christ

Demanding money from people who are in grief

The fuck is wrong with them

Dunno. Never paid them a thing.

Shame it has to be like that

Yeah. Shit happens.

More than likely a cause of my Doom. Losing my only family members by 24

At least in part

I'm sorry man

Thanks for listening, at any rate.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmlLbf_LmYc

This shit made me sad

https://puu.sh/DwH20/354a50a395.png

kek stupid gay faggot game almost making me cry

So a bit of an update on how I've been since deleting twitter

So far i can tell my paranoia has definitely reduced meaning that my theory that paying attention to the news cycle was what was causing me to become iverly paranoid

At least when it comea to global politics and what not

Still feel like shit as always but definitely in a much better state now

That's good to hear, man. I hope the longer you stay off of it, the better you can manage that feeling of paranoia.

Thanks fam

seems appropriate

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1rmAi9XmlIo

I can relate, parents watched msnbc and cnn all day at home, at work they had fox in the breakroom, I hated constantly having to see this clown world bullshit and watch my family get consumed by it

Also I have a hole in my sock and it's really killed my mood all day