For years

I've had insomnia every since leaving High School

I had some issue with that when I was younger, good luck man

Used to get drunk just to sleep

Switched to pills but wew it's not great

Kept telling myself to quit, and I did for a while

At least I am thankfully not downing 1500 mg anymore

And freaking the fuck out from hallucinations

If I have to endure insomnia to avoid taking more, it's just part of overcoming it

Insomnia is a bitch man

yeah. its why i do grave shifts

i get it too

just sort of deal with it

nothing's really helped

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tqCzCAuM5Tw

>tfw we're part of an entire generation that has been completely fucked over

I do eventually manage to pass out sometimes, but idk

Maybe I'm just apprehensive about moving out tomorrow

Living on my own again and all that

Gonna go lay down again. o/ Ya'll ever need me, I don't mind listening or w/e

o7

Found out earlier today a friend from school passed away

Left behind wife and kid, barely 34

I'm sorry for your loss

oh

Damn, Dubya. That's always shitty when it happens.

Doing coke for almost ten years can cause that, he went peacefully though in his sleep. Feel bad for his family though, funeral is tomorrow

You gonna go?

Yeah, most the guys from the class will go pay our condolences and such, guy taught me a lot

I feel like a nobody, even after enlisting. I mainly did it to better myself as a person, which I fell it did. But still feel like a nobody

I also don’t feel the same after deployment. I don’t mean it in a good way either.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cAKEMq2IlM

We're all nobody. I think that's just a consequence of the connected global population. We all want to be unique, but there's so much competition, that we just feel like a cog in the machine.

I think this is just the consequences of societal decisions by the global elite.

White Middle Class Americans, heck, anyone who identifies as the forgotten American, we're treated like shit and the system actively demonizes us while incentivizing insanity.

There are millions that feel this way. So, I mean, I know its not easy, but.. Like, just don't give up. That's the worst thing we could do. Not just for ourselves, but for the world.

You think the Dindu's will keep the fire of civilization burning once everyone is sub 60 iq?
While the jews and other rich hide in their walled off cities laughing it up

"The Boneyard, Phoenix, New Vegas, they're just places, metal and stone. New Canaan dies, but the tribe lives on. When the walls come tumbling down, when you lose everything you have, you always have family. And your family always has tribe." - Joshua Graham

Why couldn't we get an actually wise religious person in the discord instead of a sperge like paste.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcRmdyFXrVk

>tfw i go out with friends to have a barbeque
>tell me they invited me because they think i am a good person
>tell me that i should hang out with them more because they worry about me and don't want me to deal with shit alone