Message from @Sleepy
Discord ID: 607884307868155925
What I texted him: "You like me, huh? I would like to know a little bit mroe about you. I know you're working right now, so no rush to reply"
>sent at 10pm
>goes home and sleeps
god bless him, sleep well old man
You did tell him no rush.
though, instead of
>I would like to know a little bit mroe about you
Try asking more direct questions.
At least when I encounter that kind of open endedness: I just tell people I'm boring.
That was more a preface of "hey I want to ask you some stuff"
I'm not complaining
I like the mental image of him being smug to himself and going home to rest well
He has a very specific smug smirk he makes; he made it when I asked him for his number
It's not a "mean" smugness, kind of an "I like this" smugness?
I think I know the trait. Have a cook friend who is like that.
It's more pleased than smug
I guess
I don't know, I have this crushing, overshadowing doubt
You'll always get that until you have some kind of definition for what it is you're dealing with.
It's uncertainty
It sucks
I hate it
I worry about it regardless
can't help it
it's a rollercoaster
best thing to do is distract yourself a bit
don't ignore it entirely, but find something you can do that you'll lose yourself in for a little bit to give yourself a break
Can't really do that because my brain does shit I don't want it to
look at the body like a horse
Some of them, there's just shit they're going to want to do, and you just have to figure out how to train it to be what you want it to be.
Body more so feels like a shell and I'm a tiny person or completely detached and just observing this corpse go on autopilot lmfao
All kinds of things in play training people to be all kinds of things. Better to take that into ones own hands.
sounds all to familiar^
Dissociating doesn't feel good lol
the past few years have flewn by
trying to figure out what the fuck to do
not knowing
not having much a reason to care
getting older makes me want money because bodies break down, but that's about all for really
I have a lot of mental shit going on that I can't really control; a couple nights ago I had really bad nightmares/night terrors about this guy I like
The kind where you throw your body around in your sleep and go in and out of consciousness and cry in your sleep
Haven't had one of those in awhile
subconscious stuff is tricky
It sucks, but that's just how it is
I'm gonna sleep
Night
you can get your fingers into it, but it's tricky