Message from @T-34 Waifu

Discord ID: 620759535430270976


2019-09-09 23:01:29 UTC  

Not a good sleep, but still sleep

2019-09-09 23:01:51 UTC  

Yeah, i've tried that and on every occasion, it does not help.

2019-09-09 23:01:57 UTC  

Fuck I wish I wasn’t so socially awkward. Even though I have a gf and love her so much that she means the world to me I can’t initiate contact. I wish I was a chad so bad

2019-09-09 23:01:58 UTC  

Lord

2019-09-09 23:02:09 UTC  

Wat

2019-09-09 23:05:30 UTC  

You should feel comfortable saying shit to your GF. Maybe you should do it more often so you're more comfortable, unless she's exhibiting a behaivor that discourages you initating contact.

2019-09-09 23:06:07 UTC  

things only get easier once you give yourself permission

2019-09-09 23:06:17 UTC  

that works for both good and bad things

2019-09-09 23:06:20 UTC  

Yeah

2019-09-09 23:06:59 UTC  

IDK about you guys, but I absolutely will not sleep with someone unless I feel comfortable enough to say whatever is on my mind

2019-09-09 23:07:16 UTC  

same, it's a trust thing for me

2019-09-09 23:07:25 UTC  

If I'm not comfortable enough to fart around them, I'm not letting them stick it in me lmfao

2019-09-09 23:11:00 UTC  

It’s not that I don’t trust her or that she acts like she wouldn’t like it. Frankly, I can’t really tell why I’m so retarded about this. I just still love her so much but I can’t say/ do some of the things I wish I would were I not so awkward

2019-09-09 23:13:12 UTC  

She pretty much always initiates intimate contact and stuff like that. I’m a really socially awkward and because of that she likes to fluster me literally whenever possible

2019-09-09 23:14:57 UTC  

Hmm, that seems to be part of a similar issue with Sean, he thinks I'm like a small innocent child and tells me not to curse because "it hurts my ears!"; to be fair though I've given him that impression because of my sweet girl work persona as well as crying a couple times at work

2019-09-09 23:16:00 UTC  

Just tell her that you want more but are too awkward to ask

2019-09-09 23:16:09 UTC  

And then from there you can talk about it

2019-09-09 23:16:14 UTC  

Ok

2019-09-09 23:16:14 UTC  

Communication is really important

2019-09-09 23:16:37 UTC  

She'll appreciate you mentioning it without.. you know, bluntly demanding it or taking it

2019-09-09 23:16:46 UTC  

Okay

2019-09-09 23:17:28 UTC  

It’s not about sex or anything. That shit’s kinda overrated. I mean just giving her long warm hugs.

2019-09-09 23:17:37 UTC  

It kinda weighs a toll on me

2019-09-09 23:17:43 UTC  

She probably gets the sense that you want some stuff/want to do somethings but might not initiate it because she's not sure

2019-09-09 23:17:57 UTC  

Maybe

2019-09-09 23:19:04 UTC  

You're a dork @T-34 Waifu But that's okay. Just speak your mind to her more often. That can help you build up your confidence talking about things.

2019-09-09 23:19:17 UTC  

Okay

2019-09-09 23:20:57 UTC  

I am so tempted to ask Sean if people have asked to sell their souls to him, or if he stands at crossroads at night and tunes guitars lmfao

2019-09-09 23:21:15 UTC  

lmao

2019-09-09 23:21:25 UTC  

Dark spirit energy

2019-09-09 23:21:49 UTC  

HE LOOKS LIKE A CARICATURE OF SATAN

2019-09-09 23:22:16 UTC  

Lmao

2019-09-09 23:22:26 UTC  

He looks like Anton LeVay

2019-09-09 23:22:28 UTC  

I fucking love it

2019-09-09 23:24:37 UTC  

I hope Haedyn never finds out about Masha... Masha was my high school experience. Haedyn and I were best friends during middle school.

2019-09-09 23:24:43 UTC  

I heard Satan

2019-09-09 23:25:09 UTC  

When we sellin our souls for meaningless items?

2019-09-09 23:25:29 UTC  

rn, wachu want fam

2019-09-09 23:25:45 UTC  

Haedyn your current girl?

2019-09-09 23:26:00 UTC  

What

2019-09-09 23:28:37 UTC  

Yeah