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2019-09-12 21:17:29 UTC  

It's funny as fuck how big of an echo chamber my family lives in.

2019-09-12 21:17:51 UTC  

My grandma is trying to scold me about my opinions on blacks and she's fine saying nigger.

2019-09-12 21:17:52 UTC  

??????

2019-09-12 21:18:09 UTC  

"you'll get hurt saying that" or whatever shit

2019-09-12 21:18:11 UTC  

She's not wrong

2019-09-12 21:18:15 UTC  

But that attitude

2019-09-12 21:18:16 UTC  

REEEEE

2019-09-12 21:18:36 UTC  

And my brother is a mindless idiot always being a dick.

2019-09-12 21:18:38 UTC  

Calling me a toddler.

2019-09-12 21:18:53 UTC  

God if they could both just shut the fuck up for once I could be happy.

2019-09-12 22:23:25 UTC  

Good luck Dionysus, I know how you feel man.

2019-09-12 22:42:56 UTC  

@Dionysus AKA Giegue good luck, I almost lost my dad to a stroke so I can relate. Spend as much time as you can with him and reconcile any regrets or any disagreements you've had with him and let him know that you love him and how much he means to you. If anything happens to him, it's better to do it now instead of regretting it later. If he does alright, you can spend more time with him.

2019-09-12 22:43:45 UTC  

Make him comfortable and let him know that he's loved

2019-09-13 00:57:13 UTC  

Thanks everyone. I like the advice but I have to be careful not to stress him or hurt his pride.

2019-09-13 00:59:50 UTC  

My mom tells me that I'm his favorite so it would make his day if I speak to him more often. Godamnit. I fucking hate this. Seeing one of my childhood heros wither away is killing me.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/621872636494086174/IMG_20190901_222732.jpg

2019-09-13 01:01:23 UTC  

It makes me wanna fucking cry

2019-09-13 01:07:27 UTC  

I know the image is weird but it's all I have that captures my emotions right now. I feel like this could never happen to my papa. I always saw him as a hero. He saved my mema from breastcancer and made her feel natural in a time of weakness. He taught me my love of wood crafting and the simple joys of existance. He has had accidents and close calls before but he always got back up after. But seeing him with the cane shattered my fucking heart. It's agony seeing him get worse and worse and all I can do is watch and comfort him. It's killing me

2019-09-13 01:46:30 UTC  

He came back to the house. It was his condition acting up but he's okay. He tells me in the future that we'll go fishing again. I cried a bit. After they left my dad dropped a pearl when calming me down. It was that we're all gonna lose someone. It old but it helped me.

2019-09-13 01:49:33 UTC  

So he's getting better now?

2019-09-13 01:52:02 UTC  

Slightly

2019-09-13 02:00:03 UTC  

Better than nothing at least, I hope he gets better man. Good luck.

2019-09-13 02:00:10 UTC  

I wish I still had my grandpa.

2019-09-13 02:00:14 UTC  

<:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

2019-09-13 03:54:07 UTC  

GF told me she loves me

2019-09-13 03:54:37 UTC  

<:YaaY:512039594108256257>

2019-09-13 03:54:44 UTC  

Bitch I think I'm gonna cry

2019-09-13 03:55:01 UTC  

You did it lad

2019-09-13 03:55:08 UTC  

Enjoy it

2019-09-13 03:55:12 UTC  

<:YaaY:512039594108256257>

2019-09-13 03:55:49 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/621916924149891092/Screenshot_20190912-225206__01.jpg

2019-09-13 03:56:20 UTC  

>tfw

2019-09-13 03:57:48 UTC  

<:YaaY:512039594108256257>

2019-09-13 04:00:14 UTC  

>Has gf

2019-09-13 04:00:16 UTC  

<:Ultra_Think:536382086051790850>

2019-09-13 04:03:41 UTC  

>has gf
>posts in feels

2019-09-13 04:03:49 UTC  

Jk nice work fucker

2019-09-13 04:04:19 UTC  

Our boi paste is a real human bean now

2019-09-13 04:04:31 UTC  

But will he smash 🤔

2019-09-13 04:04:36 UTC  

Jk jk

2019-09-13 04:04:47 UTC  

Either way congrats paste

2019-09-13 04:05:00 UTC  

Came a long way since sperging in general kek