The paranoia will only get worse if you choose to keep asking about her

It's not gonna stop if you keep worrying about her

Move on

It's the only way

I feel like she's just beating a dead horse. like I don't already want to die then there's another thing and then another

life just fucking hates me

No it doesn't. these type of events are meant to harden you, make you stronger, smarter etc. That's what we're supposed to do with these hardships. It's whether or not you choose to let these events get to you that determines whether or not you can live in the real world. And btw the only person beating a dead horse is you. Your ex in all honesty probably moved on already and forgot about you if what she said about "never loving you" is true. There was a point where i felt the same about life, but that changed after recent events and deciding to do something i always planned to do. I suggest you do the same. Find something you've always wanted to do thats in your budget and do it

I just want to be genuinely loved but there's no budget that can buy that

that's literally all I want

Well I mean

We love you here

No homo

Same here, but i know that'll only happen through trial and error. Try not to focus on love rn. You're still young and you're probably gonna see faces come and go. So focus more on your education, your career of intrest, and have your social skills and dating shit be more of a side project

Just please don't try and kill yourself like before alright. Because i get the feeling the third time won't end as smoothly as it did before

@Clitzkrieg @bdog From what I see, he's just going through the mourning phase. This happened recently and he's gonna be very emotional. Just let him vent and get it out of his system. It's healthy for him to be talking about this. But, if he keeps acting like this after weeks and months, then he's gonna have to learn at some point to stop. Self loathing won't help him in the long run, and will have to learn to shut up and move on. That is only IF he keeps this up for a long time after.

so tl;dr let the nigga cope for a while since it's healthy, IF he keeps self-loathing months after, then give him a reality check.

That's what I was tryna tell Autismo catto

I dunno whether to put this in an /x/ channel or not

But I had a really strange fever dream like experience this morning

I wouldn't mind sharing the strange and distressing dreams I had because it gets it off my chest

Ping me if you don't mind hearing and I will share it

Go a head fam. That's what the channel is for

Alright

First some set up and then I will tell you about the dreams

I wake up early at somewhere from 5 to 5:30am and I am pretty happily awake untill it gets to 8am when I get really motherfucking tired

I drift in and out of sleep i think like 4 times

Each time I had a dream

The first one was just weird

The second made me feel genuine fear

Third and fourth were really upsetting and embarrasing

Ok now the first dream

>I was sitting in some kind of school classroom

>And I see through the door a younger student from my highschool and a teacher telling a third off for bullying the younger student

>They all walk away and it's revealed that the bully was some vocal lgbt lefty fag from my year

First dream over

Second dream:

>I am sitting in some sort of IT classroom

>I am charging my phone using a usb cable from one of the computers (androidfag)

>For some reason the end that plugs into my phone snaps off from the cable

I get mad and pull the usb cable out and start whipping the desk with it

>I see a bunch of loose wires on the wall opposite me flap about