Message from @T-34 Waifu

Discord ID: 640567141162156064


2019-11-03 15:02:39 UTC  

As someone who actually tried to kill myself once, it's pretty fucking shitty.

2019-11-03 15:02:41 UTC  

I just know it won’t work, I’ve tried this stuff before

2019-11-03 15:02:58 UTC  

And you'll realize that if/when you try it and realize that you made a mistake.

2019-11-03 15:03:12 UTC  

^

2019-11-03 15:03:25 UTC  

When I lived in California, I remember learning about people who would jump off of the golden gate bridge to kill themselves.

2019-11-03 15:03:33 UTC  

The ones who survived the fall,

2019-11-03 15:03:38 UTC  

i don't wanna go into my details, but it's really not fucking worth it lol. it's a crazy experience

2019-11-03 15:03:43 UTC  

Always said they regretted their decision on the jump down.

2019-11-03 15:03:55 UTC  

it's easier said than done

2019-11-03 15:03:58 UTC  

Killing yourself at the age of 20 because a girl broke up with you is weak sauce, dude

2019-11-03 15:04:17 UTC  

I tried to kill myself because my mom died, I had no friends or family, was starving at a dead end job.

2019-11-03 15:04:24 UTC  

It’s not just that, I’ve had crippling depression ever since I was 13

2019-11-03 15:04:30 UTC  

And I'm still here despite all of that bullshit.

2019-11-03 15:04:33 UTC  

Yeah?

2019-11-03 15:04:38 UTC  

We all have depression.

2019-11-03 15:04:48 UTC  

It only gets better when somebody is there

2019-11-03 15:04:55 UTC  

crippling doesn't add anything to it

2019-11-03 15:04:58 UTC  

Don't mean to sound like an ass

2019-11-03 15:05:01 UTC  

I have nobody now, nothing stays

2019-11-03 15:05:04 UTC  

but have you actually been diagnosed?

2019-11-03 15:05:07 UTC  

Yeah

2019-11-03 15:05:17 UTC  

Okay, just making sure

2019-11-03 15:05:29 UTC  

because I've known a lot of people who self diagnose themselves with depression

2019-11-03 15:05:36 UTC  

I got pulled out of school for like three weeks in highschool because they were worried about my health

2019-11-03 15:05:38 UTC  

lol fr

2019-11-03 15:05:59 UTC  

Well, go get actual help, then.

2019-11-03 15:06:03 UTC  

ok i'll be the one to say

2019-11-03 15:06:05 UTC  

See a doctor or some shit.

2019-11-03 15:06:15 UTC  

Yeah

2019-11-03 15:06:22 UTC  

Okay

2019-11-03 15:06:25 UTC  

nvm lol

2019-11-03 15:06:27 UTC  

I've at least been seeing a therapist for my issues

2019-11-03 15:06:41 UTC  

Still need to book an appointment with a psychologist

2019-11-03 15:06:46 UTC  

or psychiatrist

2019-11-03 15:06:47 UTC  

i dunno

2019-11-03 15:06:49 UTC  

also maybe stay away froms feels

2019-11-03 15:06:56 UTC  

Okay

2019-11-03 15:06:57 UTC  

Yeah. Go get help from real people.

2019-11-03 15:07:00 UTC  

bingo

2019-11-03 15:07:08 UTC  

i know talking about how you feel is important, but try talking about happy things

2019-11-03 15:07:18 UTC  

Coming back here and whining about how it hurts to be alone garners you no sympathy from me.