Message from @Panzerϟϟchreck Berb

Discord ID: 665774092481462282


2020-01-11 08:46:11 UTC  

5?

2020-01-11 08:46:32 UTC  

Who else but Otto, Orange Cat, Gigorzan, and Doc? @country doggo

2020-01-11 08:50:40 UTC  

Otto's friend, probably.

2020-01-11 08:51:03 UTC  

She lurks in this server somewhere

2020-01-11 08:52:33 UTC  

Hooza what now

2020-01-11 08:53:08 UTC  

Idk her name.

2020-01-11 08:53:39 UTC  

@female

2020-01-11 08:53:40 UTC  

Bitch

2020-01-11 08:53:44 UTC  

<:dab:556699256283594754>

2020-01-11 08:54:04 UTC  

Kaboof

2020-01-12 02:58:31 UTC  

Sometimes i just don't see the point in carrying on. I ain't ever gonna find a job that gives me purpose/ fulfilment. I'd never survive college. I'm not into STEM or anything like that. I swear i feel like I'm interested in less and less by the day. Spiraling down out of control. I'm too damn autistic to do much of anything. Nothing but be a neet and shitpost and read. It all just seems so pointless. Nothing worthwhile seems to ever be within my grasp. I've lived all these years and still don't know shit about what's the right path for me

2020-01-12 03:42:54 UTC  

I’d help you but I’m probably more of a tard tbh

2020-01-12 03:47:07 UTC  

You'll find something eventually über. Just have to keep pushing through the BS till you find something

2020-01-12 03:56:18 UTC  

Felt good to get out of the house and spend time just chilling with friends on my birthday <:feelsgoodman:642720914072535040>

2020-01-12 04:02:08 UTC  

Nice

2020-01-12 04:02:18 UTC  

On another note my dad disowned me today

2020-01-12 04:02:29 UTC  

Fuck

2020-01-12 04:04:29 UTC  

What

2020-01-12 04:04:30 UTC  

Why?

2020-01-12 04:06:19 UTC  

Jesus, what happened?

2020-01-12 04:28:33 UTC  

@T-34 Waifu the hell did you do buckaroo

2020-01-12 04:28:56 UTC  

“I used to recruit kids like you into special government programs. That’s not a complement. They were emotionally unstable and expendable.” - my dad

2020-01-12 04:30:55 UTC  

That’s fucked

2020-01-12 04:33:22 UTC  

Sheesh

2020-01-12 04:35:43 UTC  

“The only people who will ever care about you are your parents, and I don’t really see that anymore”

2020-01-12 04:43:42 UTC  

Jesus fuck

2020-01-12 04:44:33 UTC  

Get swole and beat him up @T-34 Waifu

2020-01-12 04:45:07 UTC  

Be like Senator Armstrong

2020-01-12 04:45:46 UTC  

Proove 👏that 👏 fucker 👏 wrong👏

2020-01-12 04:46:17 UTC  

Also

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/665778558261526558/unknown.png

2020-01-12 04:58:42 UTC  

oh right and turns out that girl that asked me out just wants to hang out at the movies because she feels bad for me

2020-01-12 04:58:55 UTC  

Nobody loves me

2020-01-12 05:02:36 UTC  

Every single time my life goes up, it just has to go down again

2020-01-12 05:04:33 UTC  

I live in a never ending downwards spiral in which I achieve lower and lower altitude by repeating a cycle of counterbalancing my happiness

2020-01-12 05:04:35 UTC  

Fml

2020-01-12 05:05:24 UTC  

Maybe you should try improving your outward experience?

2020-01-12 05:06:59 UTC  

And also learn to take the BS

2020-01-12 05:07:49 UTC  

I dun been taking bs for 7 years

2020-01-12 05:09:11 UTC  

just stop having ups and there wont be any significant downs

2020-01-12 05:09:40 UTC  

Maybe it's you know who tho

2020-01-12 05:11:01 UTC  

Shut up goy