Message from @Chaos Marine
Discord ID: 466401448188706819
get /fit/ then /rich/ then /thotties/
You don't understand.
see I don't agree with that reed.
I'm not looking for a wife or a girl or anything
I'm damaged goods and the idea of inflicting myself on someone else like that turns my stomach
I was like that from the age of 12 until I was 26.
naw we do we've been down the pass of nihilism
its a dark and never ending street
I have anxiety disorders, depression, low testosterone, and social anxiety as well.
That's just the short list.
Were I to get into a relationship with a girl I would have to know she's as slanted as I am.
Oh, and I was 500 pounds at one point.
I assure that exists.
Oh it does
Or they do I should say
I met one
Love of my life
So let me just say two things:
loves come and go big dawg T.boomer advice but its true
One. Do not go MGTOW. I have vast sympathy for them, but it is also a dead end.
She literally helped me out of my shell to the point where I could socialise without clamming up in paranoia that people were secretly laughing and judging me
It's hard to describe
pro tip everyone does that crap its human nature
She knew me better than I did
Yes, I know that but I meant more along the lines of them chuckling and pointing at me while my back was turned
asshats are gonna be asshats no matter what
That sensation where you fear everyone loathes you and tolerates your presence because it's hilarious to see you try to fit in
^ lives there
take the Guido pill senpi
Two. Self improvement is important, but do *not* shame yourself for not being perfect. You can work on more than one thing at a time. Do not wait until you're perfect. Even if you're a NEET living in your parents basement.
There are still people who will love you.
focus on your qualities, the ones you like about yourself, that make you a quality person and focus on them
we ❤ you you big faggot
I've been working since I was 14, I'm not ashamed of myself but yes, at the same time, I used to feel crippling paranoia in social events
I helped keep my family over the breadline, so to speak
Have you ever had a clinical diagnosis?
No.
trusting the phama jew
I've thought about it
If it's a problem you should.
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