You guys are way better

so the reason you're feeling that way is because you're undoing what you've been programmed to believe this far in your life

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hormones from puberty probably aren't helping either

True

I hated those hormones

so, i would encourage you to vent it out then go do something productive

write shit down if you need to

Thought puberty was 1 wave thing

But nope

workout at that age

I do

I wish red pills were so accessible when I was 17

just don't let these thoughts/feelings sit for too long

@Reaper SAME

But I can't go to hard in that

Cause I broke my knee

Well

the conditioning is strong and there are reminders all around you.

@Reaper preach it brother!

sad to hear

It's recovered but it still has some probs minor ones

they created the environment for you, you must now create your own.

I'm like a fish out of water in college

i think no man can really be truely red pilled until he has been burned at least once, he ll always think that the fire looks really warm and cosy

I don't want to go back to school because of the people there

@GingerSnaps could have saved myself money, time and wasted emotions, still nice to be awake now though

@Gaarak got burned

I have to hide my RPs

Just not that deep...

@Gaarak I agree completely

@Reaper yeah true. better late than never.

@Gaarak monks can

I pretend to be blue pill around certain people to avoid the conflict

I never entered a relationship

@Unknowncrash what do you do for fun? do you have any hobbies?

im an older student on an apprenticeship and my classmate all talk about women constantly. It's so predictable and moronic, I have to laugh. They dont realise i;m laughing at them not with them.

For some reason I knew to not get into one

@Unknowncrash I was like that while growing up too

@°°° ehh, too much taoism these days

@Gaarak I'm not sure I could have ever accepted the red pill if I wasn't burned at least once