I am in acceptance phase, I laugh about it all.

@Unknowncrash trust the depression phase circles back at times

Haven't got proper convo in awhile

and that's ok!

think about it this way

how old are you?

Got into college and people here sucks lol

make yourself busy

I laugh about it a lot too, but the laugh is pretty "yellow"

mid 20's?

17

oof

jk

It's cool man

Oooof

You guys are way better

so the reason you're feeling that way is because you're undoing what you've been programmed to believe this far in your life

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hormones from puberty probably aren't helping either

True

I hated those hormones

so, i would encourage you to vent it out then go do something productive

write shit down if you need to

Thought puberty was 1 wave thing

But nope

workout at that age

I do

I wish red pills were so accessible when I was 17

just don't let these thoughts/feelings sit for too long

@Reaper SAME

But I can't go to hard in that

Cause I broke my knee

Well

the conditioning is strong and there are reminders all around you.

@Reaper preach it brother!

sad to hear

It's recovered but it still has some probs minor ones

they created the environment for you, you must now create your own.

I'm like a fish out of water in college

i think no man can really be truely red pilled until he has been burned at least once, he ll always think that the fire looks really warm and cosy

I don't want to go back to school because of the people there