Cause I broke my knee

Well

the conditioning is strong and there are reminders all around you.

@Reaper preach it brother!

sad to hear

It's recovered but it still has some probs minor ones

they created the environment for you, you must now create your own.

I'm like a fish out of water in college

i think no man can really be truely red pilled until he has been burned at least once, he ll always think that the fire looks really warm and cosy

I don't want to go back to school because of the people there

@GingerSnaps could have saved myself money, time and wasted emotions, still nice to be awake now though

@Gaarak got burned

I have to hide my RPs

Just not that deep...

@Gaarak I agree completely

@Reaper yeah true. better late than never.

@Gaarak monks can

I pretend to be blue pill around certain people to avoid the conflict

I never entered a relationship

@Unknowncrash what do you do for fun? do you have any hobbies?

im an older student on an apprenticeship and my classmate all talk about women constantly. It's so predictable and moronic, I have to laugh. They dont realise i;m laughing at them not with them.

For some reason I knew to not get into one

@Unknowncrash I was like that while growing up too

@°°° ehh, too much taoism these days

@Gaarak I'm not sure I could have ever accepted the red pill if I wasn't burned at least once

Like

Relationships are kind of over rated in my opinion

something seemed off about the relationships my friends got into

I literally just got past depression and Nihilism

@Unknowncrash that's too much time in your own head, you need to do something tangible

So

I'm winging it

Oh

even if it's just something to keep your hands busy

I do loads of shit

like cooking or gardening

I organise my stuff

Daily

My experience wasn't even that bad but I've seen plenty in other peeps relationships

then when you start feeling that way, do something productive

^