Message from @thadeal4real

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2019-01-12 08:36:36 UTC  

Incessantly pumping

2019-01-12 08:36:37 UTC  

👀

2019-01-12 08:36:56 UTC  

@Reaper maybe but i think i know her better than that. I don't know why she lost all the weight, she might have started working out like she always wanted us to do together. Maybe the getting of a job and all the promotions she's getting being a high value asset to the company lifted her out of the depression she was in when we broke up. THat's where i'm putting my money, she bettered herself and started working out which lead to a healthier weight. I know it's hard to believe but i don't think she really listens to her female nature. At least not anymore.

2019-01-12 08:37:10 UTC  

its not even worth reflecting on her imho i would rather spend my energy in improving myself and my personal situation everything else is a distraction

2019-01-12 08:37:25 UTC  

Quit lying 2 yo self sucker

2019-01-12 08:37:33 UTC  

Jump off a plane

2019-01-12 08:37:45 UTC  

✈️

2019-01-12 08:37:54 UTC  

@GingerSnaps Men get more emotionally attached to women, than women do to men. Do not project your own longing on her, she will use it and let you hope whatever you want to hope. To be an individual is to be free, and do you feel free? Can you let go of her if you wanted to, at any moment? If not, then you are not free. She does not miss you, she doesn't even think about you, and if she does, she only thinks about your usefulness - you as a person do not matter. This is the "sad" truth of life: as a man you are alone. Anyone who says different is fake and gay.

2019-01-12 08:38:41 UTC  

She “might” call u if she wants something

2019-01-12 08:38:44 UTC  

@GingerSnaps Women are as attached to men as you are to your favorite hammer. Understand this, truly understand this. Then project that feeling of caring onto women, and it'll make all the sense.

2019-01-12 08:38:45 UTC  

🤷‍♂️

2019-01-12 08:39:27 UTC  

✈️ 🕺

2019-01-12 08:40:13 UTC  

just figure out why you have these kind of thoughts, get to the root cause and work on that

2019-01-12 08:40:21 UTC  

@BlzAhz i don't do favorites. lol

2019-01-12 08:40:32 UTC  

🦶<:datass:514159419919958036>

2019-01-12 08:40:32 UTC  

@GingerSnaps So you get my point: neither do women.

2019-01-12 08:41:04 UTC  

@GingerSnaps yea I think you may be right in some aspects but wrong in others, her upswing in mood, career advancement and weightloss most likely confirm to her that not being with you was the right decision

2019-01-12 08:41:29 UTC  

Don’t 4 get the pumping

2019-01-12 08:41:37 UTC  

Lotsa pumping

2019-01-12 08:41:54 UTC  

New constant pumping

2019-01-12 08:42:15 UTC  

Hell i bet there’s pumping rightnow

2019-01-12 08:42:46 UTC  

Yes also lotsa pumping

2019-01-12 08:42:51 UTC  

O wait its just her weight loss program 😁

2019-01-12 08:44:26 UTC  

Brothers, I'm curious, do you guys smoke?

2019-01-12 08:44:47 UTC  

I know why i'm having these thoughts @BlzAhz yeah i hear and understand you. I'm having these thoughts because i'm lonely, thirsty and afraid of dying alone. I have little to no companionship in my life male or female. My roommates fucking suck for conversation. the only visitors i get are paid for, my life sucks. Hence fuck my life. @Reaper maybe you're right.

2019-01-12 08:44:54 UTC  

@Unknowncrash smoke what?

2019-01-12 08:45:10 UTC  

@GingerSnaps to be clear you should not feel lesser for it, but do you really believe she is not interested in attaining the highest status man she can?

2019-01-12 08:45:11 UTC  

Cigarettes? Drugs?

2019-01-12 08:46:45 UTC  

✈️

2019-01-12 08:46:52 UTC  

🦶<:datass:514159419919958036>

2019-01-12 08:46:55 UTC  

@GingerSnaps That has never been any different. Your expectations and hopes are what causes your pain, but when you realize that it has always been like this, you'll start your path to being free - and once you get past the initial shit - you wouldn't want it any other way. You will embrace your solitude.

2019-01-12 08:47:14 UTC  

@Reaper I'm not sure, if i know her at all no. she just wants someone to be there for her, fuck her good, and give her children.. Money, status, etc the usual hypergamy stuff doesn't matter to her.

2019-01-12 08:47:20 UTC  

Dude at party is crying over a girl lol

2019-01-12 08:47:21 UTC  

in the end we all die alone and you cant take anything with you

2019-01-12 08:47:22 UTC  

Lt Dan

2019-01-12 08:48:21 UTC  

@GingerSnaps watch forest gump

2019-01-12 08:49:01 UTC  

@Unknowncrash i smoke cigs/vape and toke weed. though i'm trying to quit toking for at least a month. I'm going to relapse on valentines day since i don't have a real valentine this year, mary jane will be my valentine. She's always loved me. lol

2019-01-12 08:49:46 UTC  

@GingerSnaps "One person's validation is as good
as another - it does not matter. The one
that matters is yours, your sense of your
own validation within yourself. And
gentleman, in terms of women, if you are
at your center of validation,
she's completely incidental."
-huMAN

2019-01-12 08:49:52 UTC  

@GingerSnaps so you have confirmed she is single?

2019-01-12 08:50:05 UTC  

@GingerSnaps i hope you get through it man

2019-01-12 08:50:09 UTC  

Addiction sucks