@Reaper everything i wanted her to do to better herself and such she's doing now. Supposedly she's changed a lot and that's why my buddy suggested i at least start school before i tried again because it shows i've grown and changed. I think i have, at least a little. I'm told that i have grown and such, i don't necessarily feel like the same person but i'm told outside looking in, nothing has changed. I'm still in the same shitty living situation, don't have a job, still sucking off the tax payers like a parasite, etc.Yeah she likely has had some random hook ups, maybe not. Supposedly all she does is work, come home, eat and then sleep and wash, rinse repeat. I'm getting better at valuing myself and such but it's tough in my situation. @Trickster she saw me as marriage material though neither of us believes in being married. @BlzAhz finding mgtow now i would do a lot for a man, not so much for a woman but you're right i'm not putting anything of theirs above anything of mine anymore.
