What is this blasphemy

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@GingerSnaps Not worth it. Other people are other people, another person is another person. Why you do all you've done for a man? For me? Do not put anyone above yourself. No one is going to put you above themselves either. Never give up your own life, goals, dreams, hopes, wants, needs for someone else's life, goals, dreams, hopes, wants, needs - if you do, then you are devaluing yourself for external validation that can NEVER fulfill you, thus you have a detrimental repeating habit; an addiction. And you can be used.. If you want to be used then let me do it - I only require that you improve yourself and never do other people's bidding, including mine.

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Seriously go skydiving get a hooker or both bonus points if done the same day legendary if done at same time

@Reaper everything i wanted her to do to better herself and such she's doing now. Supposedly she's changed a lot and that's why my buddy suggested i at least start school before i tried again because it shows i've grown and changed. I think i have, at least a little. I'm told that i have grown and such, i don't necessarily feel like the same person but i'm told outside looking in, nothing has changed. I'm still in the same shitty living situation, don't have a job, still sucking off the tax payers like a parasite, etc.Yeah she likely has had some random hook ups, maybe not. Supposedly all she does is work, come home, eat and then sleep and wash, rinse repeat. I'm getting better at valuing myself and such but it's tough in my situation. @Trickster she saw me as marriage material though neither of us believes in being married. @BlzAhz finding mgtow now i would do a lot for a man, not so much for a woman but you're right i'm not putting anything of theirs above anything of mine anymore.

Two hookers while sky diving, true legendary

@GingerSnaps do you know why she lost weight? Again I know how painful this is but from my experience many woman do such things after being pumped and dumped by a top level man which triggers her motivation to bee seen as more than just a fling to him

Or from the pumping

Massive pumping

Lotsa pumping

Constantly pumping

Pumping 24/7

Incessantly pumping

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@Reaper maybe but i think i know her better than that. I don't know why she lost all the weight, she might have started working out like she always wanted us to do together. Maybe the getting of a job and all the promotions she's getting being a high value asset to the company lifted her out of the depression she was in when we broke up. THat's where i'm putting my money, she bettered herself and started working out which lead to a healthier weight. I know it's hard to believe but i don't think she really listens to her female nature. At least not anymore.

its not even worth reflecting on her imho i would rather spend my energy in improving myself and my personal situation everything else is a distraction

Quit lying 2 yo self sucker

Jump off a plane

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@GingerSnaps Men get more emotionally attached to women, than women do to men. Do not project your own longing on her, she will use it and let you hope whatever you want to hope. To be an individual is to be free, and do you feel free? Can you let go of her if you wanted to, at any moment? If not, then you are not free. She does not miss you, she doesn't even think about you, and if she does, she only thinks about your usefulness - you as a person do not matter. This is the "sad" truth of life: as a man you are alone. Anyone who says different is fake and gay.

She “might” call u if she wants something

@GingerSnaps Women are as attached to men as you are to your favorite hammer. Understand this, truly understand this. Then project that feeling of caring onto women, and it'll make all the sense.

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just figure out why you have these kind of thoughts, get to the root cause and work on that

@BlzAhz i don't do favorites. lol

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@GingerSnaps So you get my point: neither do women.

@GingerSnaps yea I think you may be right in some aspects but wrong in others, her upswing in mood, career advancement and weightloss most likely confirm to her that not being with you was the right decision

Don’t 4 get the pumping

Lotsa pumping

New constant pumping

Hell i bet there’s pumping rightnow

Yes also lotsa pumping

O wait its just her weight loss program 😁

Brothers, I'm curious, do you guys smoke?

I know why i'm having these thoughts @BlzAhz yeah i hear and understand you. I'm having these thoughts because i'm lonely, thirsty and afraid of dying alone. I have little to no companionship in my life male or female. My roommates fucking suck for conversation. the only visitors i get are paid for, my life sucks. Hence fuck my life. @Reaper maybe you're right.

@Unknowncrash smoke what?

@GingerSnaps to be clear you should not feel lesser for it, but do you really believe she is not interested in attaining the highest status man she can?

Cigarettes? Drugs?