Message from @hel

Discord ID: 539820287131254796


2019-01-29 14:47:16 UTC  

"I'm bored!"

2019-01-29 14:47:36 UTC  

@Kazemaru😂 😂 😂 😂

2019-01-29 14:47:56 UTC  

I agree with meditation and learning to live in your own skin, however I don't agree that it's an excuse. Some people literally have crazy panic attacks.

2019-01-29 14:47:57 UTC  

I know why

2019-01-29 14:48:39 UTC  

And I used to have them. Really pushed my social skills backwards ten fold.

2019-01-29 14:48:41 UTC  

I did had a panic attack 5 yrs ago

2019-01-29 14:48:44 UTC  

People need rules

2019-01-29 14:48:59 UTC  

Their own set of rules

2019-01-29 14:49:00 UTC  

It's not something you can always control

2019-01-29 14:49:33 UTC  

I tried to, but I broke down. But after that, I felt better.

2019-01-29 14:50:22 UTC  

@Happy Humble Hermit I suck at trying to explain thing in type, I'm trying to say for example as MONK we have rules and those rules keep us straight and happy. What is that called?

2019-01-29 14:50:32 UTC  

I've learned how to control. But I learned so well that now I'm subject to heavy procrastination

2019-01-29 14:51:04 UTC  

Got it last year when I found out that my ex had cheated on me

2019-01-29 14:51:05 UTC  

Repressed anxiety or emotions always find a way to manifest themselves in various nasty ways

2019-01-29 14:51:44 UTC  

I've never had a panic attack so I can't speak to it

2019-01-29 14:51:52 UTC  

I'm just talking about general uneasiness

2019-01-29 14:51:53 UTC  

Me either

2019-01-29 14:52:07 UTC  

Well, that, yeah

2019-01-29 14:52:54 UTC  

So you can't possibly understand how a person with panic attacks feel. But in no ways I'm saying you should let it control you. Rather the opposite.

2019-01-29 14:53:02 UTC  

We all have **some** mental illness.

2019-01-29 14:53:05 UTC  

No one is perfect.

2019-01-29 14:53:47 UTC  

The mental illness is called human

2019-01-29 14:54:01 UTC  

I only have 18 k left and my ransom is paid then I'm free guys out of baby jail👀 👀 👀

2019-01-29 14:54:23 UTC  

Humans aren't inherently bad. I just hate human nature sometimes.

2019-01-29 14:54:25 UTC  

Get free muh brudda

2019-01-29 14:54:42 UTC  

WOOOOOOOO

2019-01-29 14:54:53 UTC  

About time

2019-01-29 14:55:28 UTC  

I agree with HHH. I do need to learn how to be comfortable in my own skin and love myself. Be my own best friend. Mgtow is helping me with that so much i feel like. Abd talking with you peeps helps a lot too. We likely will never meet in real life but i consider you all friends and confidants. I may not talk openly about everything, this isn't meant to be a safe space but I'm comfortable talking about a lot of personal things. And i tend to always get good feed back.

2019-01-29 14:55:46 UTC  

Usually when they send me the statement I just chuck it. But I opened to see what they been sayin lol and it my balance just under 19k

2019-01-29 14:56:53 UTC  

This has been a long fucked up road but I see the light at the end of the tunnel

2019-01-29 14:57:16 UTC  

Balance for what if i may ask? Student loan debt?

2019-01-29 14:57:36 UTC  

Child support

2019-01-29 14:57:47 UTC  

I call it my ransom

2019-01-29 14:57:59 UTC  

Hermit did you deal with ur anxiety by creating HHH?

2019-01-29 14:58:11 UTC  

Titty ass hands

2019-01-29 14:58:22 UTC  

Stoicism.

2019-01-29 14:58:30 UTC  

Letting go of things you can't control and focusing on things you can control.

2019-01-29 14:58:47 UTC  

Oh, okay. Well I'm happy for you. 19k is a lot of money to me, but it sounds like it's managable for you. @shango

2019-01-29 15:00:02 UTC  

Well I been paying 500 a month since 1996.

2019-01-29 15:00:10 UTC  

Gae

2019-01-29 15:01:52 UTC  

Goddamn.