Message from @Rhunespire
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i think of moms who have kids with downs syndrome or other horrible things that have to take care of them their whole life. its not like ive been anywhere near that much of a leech. ive always had a job its just never enough for me to afford everything in the hellish fucking expensive as time we live in
right....and moms / dads with special need kids and adults are not perfect either Sam. They have their cahllenges too
*challenges
yeah
i have definitely said a lot of shit to my mom. blamed her for my situation and shit.
It’s better to not feel hateful in this situation
I had a decent upbringing, and I STILL fell into drugs.....and I knew better, was raised better..........sometimes things cannot be explained in an answer, and yet we all want a cut n dry explaination. It's really hard
Now I just thought something, @Sam Amari. You need to travel the world
yeah man. its just a lot to hear "im done helping you with your medical issues even tho i can afford to help because you said something i didnt like and then i attacked you physically"
Sam...you're angry...........don't beat yourself up.........it will heal.
@Kazemaru i've actually been to a lot of USA. and Japan and Costa Rica.
Germany obviously too but those were not fun trips
@Sam Amari and how did you felt when visiting those places?
Japan was probably the best time of my life but I probably will never be able to afford that again
I feel your sorrows man, I was prescribed aderral when I was younger cause I had “adhd”
i was able to afford japan cuz i got 5000 from a deceased family member
I shit fucked up my appetite
and after my best friend Phil died, he always wanted to go, i felt it was the thing to do
That s it! Tomorrow you're going to recover, find a way of self-improve and travel
oh god i feel so sad man
i bought candy and toys for a lot of my friends while i was in japan. i dont think any of those friends would talk to me anymore 😦
i only spent 3k
so you went....and you have the experience.....now that friend who died........would he want you to just "give up" without a few more punches at life thrown?
No
5k is pretty generous
Gotta buy those waifus
exactly. so we know that now too
yeah it was my step grandfather who died
so my dads step dad
that's really cool
haha i got a japanese waifu
Oh?
yea her name was Kotomi
japanese as fuck name xD
okay call me ignorant....what is waifu?
it just means wife
but people say it a lot as a meme
its not like your literal wife but your crush kinda
raises eyebrows........got it 😉
its funny man