It’s better to not feel hateful in this situation

I had a decent upbringing, and I STILL fell into drugs.....and I knew better, was raised better..........sometimes things cannot be explained in an answer, and yet we all want a cut n dry explaination. It's really hard

Now I just thought something, @Sam Amari. You need to travel the world

yeah man. its just a lot to hear "im done helping you with your medical issues even tho i can afford to help because you said something i didnt like and then i attacked you physically"

Sam...you're angry...........don't beat yourself up.........it will heal.

@Kazemaru i've actually been to a lot of USA. and Japan and Costa Rica.

Germany obviously too but those were not fun trips

@Sam Amari and how did you felt when visiting those places?

Japan was probably the best time of my life but I probably will never be able to afford that again

I feel your sorrows man, I was prescribed aderral when I was younger cause I had “adhd”

i was able to afford japan cuz i got 5000 from a deceased family member

I shit fucked up my appetite

and after my best friend Phil died, he always wanted to go, i felt it was the thing to do

That s it! Tomorrow you're going to recover, find a way of self-improve and travel

oh god i feel so sad man

Nah bro, Japan is pretty cheap - 5k for a few weeks

i bought candy and toys for a lot of my friends while i was in japan. i dont think any of those friends would talk to me anymore 😦

i only spent 3k

so you went....and you have the experience.....now that friend who died........would he want you to just "give up" without a few more punches at life thrown?

No

5k is pretty generous

Gotta buy those waifus

exactly. so we know that now too

yeah it was my step grandfather who died

so my dads step dad

that's really cool

haha i got a japanese waifu

Oh?

yea her name was Kotomi

japanese as fuck name xD

okay call me ignorant....what is waifu?

it just means wife

but people say it a lot as a meme

its not like your literal wife but your crush kinda

raises eyebrows........got it 😉

its funny man

you know how some american girls are weebs and obsessed with anime?

a lot of the japanese girls i met were 120% obsessed with Disney

no they love like Minnie Mouse and shit

at least the ones i met

her room was 100% disney, sheets, the clock etc