Message from @Sam Amari

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2018-10-20 20:05:46 UTC  

@BlaqShiep lol "this is fine"

2018-10-20 20:06:01 UTC  

my father wouldn't have wanted this for me. all the social bullshit and excuses aside, he would want me happy

2018-10-20 20:06:09 UTC  

That's the spirit bro.

2018-10-20 20:06:10 UTC  

@Sam Amari It won't dude. You are acting out of fear and uncertainty.

2018-10-20 20:06:20 UTC  

You just need to ground yourself, find a plan and execute.

2018-10-20 20:06:30 UTC  

You will need financial support of some kind. How do you get there?

2018-10-20 20:06:50 UTC  

The easiest method is cam whoring. I'm just saying.

2018-10-20 20:07:24 UTC  

How much you spend on weed/alcohol?

2018-10-20 20:07:33 UTC  

i might be too emotional for some of you. my only excuse is that i literally have never had a man in my life. i learned everything from my mom. never take for granted what the male influence did for you. i had a deep depression for a while and has to stop reading /r/mgtow and redpill content because there were so many studies being posted about how men from a single parent household are basically fucked

2018-10-20 20:07:54 UTC  

@Sam Amari i can relate brother

2018-10-20 20:08:21 UTC  

@Sam Amari not fucked just a lot more challenge

2018-10-20 20:08:24 UTC  

@Sam Amari I was raised by a single mom, basically raised her and my sister. I was seen as a husband more than a son. It's a fucked situation. I totally understand your mindset.

2018-10-20 20:08:33 UTC  

so when you have that, combined with massive, real issues from having to have surgeries on your chest wall in Germany because you have such an extreme, rare problem, and the pain i went through that, emotional and physical, im not gonna act like im just some "lazy" guy. ive had real setbacks. i want to get past them though

2018-10-20 20:08:50 UTC  

i will never forget the way a girl looked at me with my shirt off when i was 4

2018-10-20 20:09:06 UTC  

@Sam Amari bro listen... Imma tell you a secret. Those with kushy lives arent able to question certain things because it will put in jeopardy their life plan, their reality

2018-10-20 20:09:21 UTC  

The pain will make you stronger.

2018-10-20 20:09:26 UTC  

We are lucky son. We are lucky... Its just haaasrrrddd as fuck

2018-10-20 20:09:28 UTC  

None of that matters right here right now. What matters is: What are the ABSOLUTE necessities for you to live? Create a fucking budget then figure out how you are going to pay for it.

2018-10-20 20:09:33 UTC  

ok fuck @Mee6 you piece of shit

2018-10-20 20:09:54 UTC  

it basically had me a nervous wreck for the next 12 years. until i tried alcohol. and all my self hatred about my chest and physical problems melted away when i was drunk. which of course made me over reliant on alcohol. like my alcoholic dad was who died at 39 from an anenurusm. something im at risk for. and polycystic kidneys, i have baseball sized cysts in my kidneys. i had to quit playing hockey. all that money for that expensive ass sport, all the training, camps, etc. all worthless.

2018-10-20 20:10:04 UTC  

i dont know. im ranting again. FUCK

2018-10-20 20:10:10 UTC  

im so stuck in the past

2018-10-20 20:10:12 UTC  

Im not doing good, but i know the difficulty... But the triumph makes it all make sense

2018-10-20 20:10:15 UTC  

@hel You wanna fuck @Mee6!? You sick fuck!

2018-10-20 20:10:21 UTC  

XDDDD

2018-10-20 20:10:27 UTC  

that boipussy

2018-10-20 20:11:05 UTC  

@BlaqShiep i know that. im thankful to be black pilled in some ways. it comes with its ups and downs.

2018-10-20 20:11:15 UTC  

I got a weird situation where its lots of patience and anxiety... Relying on "luck" immense pressure... But boiiiiii let me tell you... If i can crawl to this finish line.... Boiiiiiiiiii i will never look back

2018-10-20 20:11:18 UTC  

though everyone considers if they were in the Matrix and just took the blue pill how much easier things could be

2018-10-20 20:11:20 UTC  

Super saiyan time

2018-10-20 20:11:35 UTC  

black pill is apathetic inaction. redpill is taking charge of your ship.

2018-10-20 20:11:40 UTC  

Just gotta be patient till then. The anxiety is criopling and thats a real thing

2018-10-20 20:11:41 UTC  

@Sam Amari Only you change your life. We can give advice and some of us may give money but at the end of the day it's 100% you who chooses what you're going to do. You either give up or find purpose and commit.

2018-10-20 20:11:42 UTC  

man don't read that incel shit

2018-10-20 20:11:48 UTC  

there's a black pill? 😛

2018-10-20 20:11:56 UTC  

there's a pink pill.

2018-10-20 20:12:00 UTC  

gawd

2018-10-20 20:12:01 UTC  

im not an incel, so whether or not i read it doesnt really matter

2018-10-20 20:12:12 UTC  

incel doesn't make sense lol

2018-10-20 20:12:15 UTC  

What you surround yourself with, you become.

2018-10-20 20:12:24 UTC  

It takes 2 seconds to be a NON Incel.