We are lucky son. We are lucky... Its just haaasrrrddd as fuck

None of that matters right here right now. What matters is: What are the ABSOLUTE necessities for you to live? Create a fucking budget then figure out how you are going to pay for it.

ok fuck @Mee6 you piece of shit

it basically had me a nervous wreck for the next 12 years. until i tried alcohol. and all my self hatred about my chest and physical problems melted away when i was drunk. which of course made me over reliant on alcohol. like my alcoholic dad was who died at 39 from an anenurusm. something im at risk for. and polycystic kidneys, i have baseball sized cysts in my kidneys. i had to quit playing hockey. all that money for that expensive ass sport, all the training, camps, etc. all worthless.

i dont know. im ranting again. FUCK

im so stuck in the past

Im not doing good, but i know the difficulty... But the triumph makes it all make sense

@hel You wanna fuck @Mee6!? You sick fuck!

XDDDD

that boipussy

@BlaqShiep i know that. im thankful to be black pilled in some ways. it comes with its ups and downs.

I got a weird situation where its lots of patience and anxiety... Relying on "luck" immense pressure... But boiiiiii let me tell you... If i can crawl to this finish line.... Boiiiiiiiiii i will never look back

though everyone considers if they were in the Matrix and just took the blue pill how much easier things could be

Super saiyan time

black pill is apathetic inaction. redpill is taking charge of your ship.

Just gotta be patient till then. The anxiety is criopling and thats a real thing

@Sam Amari Only you change your life. We can give advice and some of us may give money but at the end of the day it's 100% you who chooses what you're going to do. You either give up or find purpose and commit.

man don't read that incel shit

there's a black pill? 😛

there's a pink pill.

gawd

im not an incel, so whether or not i read it doesnt really matter

incel doesn't make sense lol

What you surround yourself with, you become.

It takes 2 seconds to be a NON Incel.

unless you're a feminist and are so far gone?

CREATE SOMETHING DUDE!

i had a lot of sex in college. but it was almost all drunken one night stands. with my fuckin shirt off so i could spare the girl from the atrocity under my shirt

*shirt on

you gotta put your energy into something

You will feel better

meh. looks don't matter. confidence does

Make a you tube video

well, i make music. i have a soundcloud with something like 1600 followers. at least something

Confidence doesn't just come naturally

Write a song, a poem

Confidence comes from action.

Play guitar

Being proud of something you did or done.

if i link my soundcloud tho, thats an instant doxx

Create man... Its cathartic