@SFM_2046 wad ap bruh. I'm in the middle of the desert so my connection is spotty so if i drop out its my phone's fault

and with ugly im not even being mean btw, the main fat friend influencing her was like a 4 lol

She might not trust herself, maybe she thinks if she gives you the time of day that you would persuade her to come back, since she was your wife she may still feel that wifely obligation. Women make different moves throughout there life cycle, the college stuff if pretty telling, if she doesn't have a man, then she's probably riding that cock carousel with all those college guys. If shes in college then shes like what 22-26 years old? prime of her life, hasn't hit the wall yet. My exwife left me at 28, she had another man lined up already so i might have been projecting onto your situation. But honestly if you are to have any shred of respect from her, she needs to come to you. Drop her, forget about her, become a better version of what you are now and she'll see what she missed, by the time she realizes, they ussually have hit the wall, and your with a girl who is 2 years younger than her the day she left you. That's true justice my friend

the desert? sounds dope...I made a joke earlier this week about men being basically wondering ronin.......

@SFM_2046 we are ronin. Will make a video about it i just want to read more samurai history first. Why my first merch was a samurai image

yeah we are ronin

I can't really remember much but some years back I read about samurai and ronins......some men may see a mental similarity with it and might help them see things a bit clearer

@Magicalbum I'm quite aware she's riding the carousel. That doesn't bother me. It's more about being such close friends for 4 years platonically, and then a very intense relationship, which ended in.... just nothingness... it's just that something is off about the whole thing. Just looking up some stuff and it deff seems like she was lovebombing and then devaluation/discard.

I do not crave respect from her, or care what she thinks. It's just that the whole thing made me feel like I was crazy and I still feel emotionally tied, which I want to get rid of. That's probably the craziest thing. I just feel like she was an emotional vampire or something dark lol, hard to explain, but how it messed with my head wasnt normal

bro are you pulling a tom(was a guy who literally reached out to all mgtow content makers about his oneitis)?

i feel ya brother, and acknowledging your in an emotional state already gives you an advantage because now you can confront your feelings and work through them, which is more than a lot of guys who go back on the wagon without even realizing what their issues are

oh and justification to get more hits of meth is just withdrawl symptons

wow. okay lol, i dunno what u do after relationships but when something is a trainwreck i wanna know why and how to prevent it. nothing to do with oneitis lol.

but yeah I do strongly suspect this girl had BPD or something of the sort that made it such a trainwreck

heres the best advice I can give you.......learn how women are...and decide if you want to deal with that or not in the current standard of society operations.....okay

societal operations.....still feels wrong

in life work operation structure words

you guys are a bunch of weeaboos ❤

i think i'm the only japanese person in here.
D:

prolly

Well, This May Sound Crazy, But if you Copy Female Nature, Men Can Do it Better than women.
this Includes , Monkey Branching/Harems/ Social media Status / Pump&dumps/ absolute Selfishness/ Lack of Loyalty
its Fire vs. Fire. Women Would Never Win if we gave it our all.

^

I see why that took so long Zodd....kudos

yeah im at the point where i feel nothing which is quite nice. just never fall in love

as long as women are basically the owners of children...........our societies will be fucked

@Blimp i mean, it sounds like you're still grieving, it's best to not feed too much into that.
focus on yourself, you're healing, growth, and whatever endeavors you have.

Work on ur Diet

yeah im grieving the 'woman'

who isnt real

i've been there too dude, it sucks, but the fact is, women are incapable of loving men the way we are capable of loving them.
they try to pass it off as "different love languages," but that's not it.

steak and veggies with some fish and skinless chicken with heavy weight training and some cardio

but other then that ive seen close hand what real women are like and i have no feelings anymore.

lol

cardio fucking sucks, the only cardio i do is when i hold my breath when i beat my dick

also some much more room for activities!!!!🙃

yeah strenght training>cardio

I didn't say all cardio...just some....light jump rope or heavy bag sessions

and also masturbation I guess

for me its quite bad. im already skinny AF as it is with a very fast metabolism

weight just flies off of me

lies build muscle

Women TAUGHT BY SOCIETY : ARE TO SURVIVE
MEN Taught By SOCIETY : are to SACRIFICE
(think about that)