Message from @Emin
Discord ID: 510083848714059777
simply put, I thought I was an incarnation of Jesus.
yes me too
I think psychosis ruined my life in a lot of ways tho
jesus, then god, then human, then jesus
etc
oh it saved my life, after i ixed the shitty relationship with my father, my mom, cut out addiction. started becoming more agressive, assertie
it really shook me up and showed me what to do in a way
I just constantly feel off everyday. Every single day it's in the back of my mind. The first time happened in high school and I'm 26 now
https://youtu.be/6n_xCI-peq0
ignore the profane who analyze in vain :)
I wish I could turn this unfortunate illness in my life into some sort of gift, but I'm tired at this point
You would at some point
I love martial arts, but I don't expect being able to go pro
in MMA
I'm 26 and I only have 3 years of martial arts experience
pros start when that are kids and stick with it their whole lives
and being a personal trainer doesn't pay well, unless you're exceptional at it
Derrick Lewis was A truck driver before he started
I like teaching too, maybe get some amateur fights in and teach martial arts
how old was Derrick when he started?
Don't know.
He did some shit when he was 17
just looked him up
He was imprisoned and shit, yeah.
assault
his boxing gym got shut down
17 years old, then shortly after assaulted someone and got sent to prison
started his MMA career in 2009
well after he graduated high school
do u do anything creative
id recommend pouring that energy into that
I know I'm creative, I just have no fucking clue what type of creative endeavor I could pursure
pursue*
I like reading, I'll journal occasionally
I watch a lot of youtube
I had an idea to write a comedy novel, but I can't get myself to write
Comedy is very nichey in writing, I can't find many comedy books to read
Stand up comedians tend to write quite a bit, but I haven't seem a hilarious comedy novel yet
but what would make you feel most proud of yourself, what would you wanna be. would it give greater satisfaction to be the writer of a book, or a good stand up
narrow it down hehe
u can be a jack of all trades but then ull be master at none