Message from @Blimp
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thats what happened to me and i found it so bizzare. where the fuck does it come from yknow
Blimp
im atheist i get a psychosis, have crazy experiences. after, i read the bible and read the exact themes and things verbatum
way too specific lol
I had psychcotic episodes too
I know exactly what you're saying
havent u noticed the same thing?
I'm almost scared to say it
your emotions are involved with cosmic titanic archetypal involvements
no longer anything human
I hide this sort of thing from everyone
I was not human
oh i dont you just need to learn to articulate complex experiences
then people dont think ur that crazy
dont tell because it will make it sound stupid
just think about it
keep it and cherish it
ofc i am more reserved than anonymous disc server, but i feel and sense that many mgtow guys would get what im saying
you just know when others know
simply put, I thought I was an incarnation of Jesus.
I think psychosis ruined my life in a lot of ways tho
jesus, then god, then human, then jesus
etc
oh it saved my life, after i ixed the shitty relationship with my father, my mom, cut out addiction. started becoming more agressive, assertie
it really shook me up and showed me what to do in a way
I just constantly feel off everyday. Every single day it's in the back of my mind. The first time happened in high school and I'm 26 now
https://youtu.be/6n_xCI-peq0
ignore the profane who analyze in vain :)
I wish I could turn this unfortunate illness in my life into some sort of gift, but I'm tired at this point
You would at some point
I love martial arts, but I don't expect being able to go pro
in MMA
I'm 26 and I only have 3 years of martial arts experience
pros start when that are kids and stick with it their whole lives
and being a personal trainer doesn't pay well, unless you're exceptional at it
Derrick Lewis was A truck driver before he started
I like teaching too, maybe get some amateur fights in and teach martial arts
how old was Derrick when he started?
Don't know.
Could get some money out if but obesity in the youth would be a big problem on the long run
He did some shit when he was 17