Message from @machtyn

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2018-12-02 17:32:47 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω nicee!! Here i have a question for you. What made you choose it?

2018-12-02 17:33:23 UTC  

@legendpinnen I don't "love" women, let's get that straight. I had a plan to badly harm the one that burned me the most, and I spent 3 years later studying them out of pity and disgust. I've replaced them for the same reason you have, just by different ends and means.

2018-12-02 17:33:40 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Oh! Good luck. I am minanarchist but moving towards ancap. I respect the military/police/courts but no other aspects of gov.

2018-12-02 17:34:21 UTC  

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Honestly, I just needed to follow through with a path in life. @machtyn I disagree with many aspects of my field, but I may change those should I get the chance.

2018-12-02 17:34:40 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω you obviuly had a strong reaction to the truth

2018-12-02 17:34:47 UTC  

thaat means thaat you loved them alot

2018-12-02 17:34:53 UTC  

Strong is an...understatement.

2018-12-02 17:34:55 UTC  

and it doesnt just go away

2018-12-02 17:35:08 UTC  

It did. After 5 years.

2018-12-02 17:35:46 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Yes, policing is important.

2018-12-02 17:35:57 UTC  

@legendpinnen I still need something to care for, something to "love". Otherwise, I'd be some emotionless monster trying to profit off of others.

2018-12-02 17:36:13 UTC  

i want to be thaat monster tho

2018-12-02 17:36:19 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω good you are critical! But what makes you specia, what makes you stand out compared to others that practice your dream job?

2018-12-02 17:36:22 UTC  

I've tried not using replacements, it just made me more violent.

2018-12-02 17:36:49 UTC  

i used to be more violent

2018-12-02 17:36:54 UTC  

it calms over time

2018-12-02 17:37:03 UTC  

then i wont have any vices

2018-12-02 17:37:19 UTC  

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) I wouldn't call it my "Dream" job, but I see the errors in my field, i come from a race that's known to conflict with law enforcement, so I'm not biased. I have a bird's eye view, so to speak.

2018-12-02 17:38:04 UTC  

@legendpinnen It doesn't calm. It gets worse whether you notice it or not. It's the reason I got a doll. It's the reason you love anime girls. It's a "distraction", I guess. We need to "love" something on some kind of level.

2018-12-02 17:38:20 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω I think I am broken. I've never felt that love. I love dogs a lot because they're deserving of my love. I have never seen women as a recipient of my love. I love my male friends and this group more than I have ever loved women. It's not even conscious.

2018-12-02 17:39:02 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Don't hate or try to lose your love. Simply direct it properly. It's a good thing.

2018-12-02 17:39:11 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω no its different for different people

2018-12-02 17:39:22 UTC  

Give it away, along with all your money, to twitch thots. They need it for tax funds.

2018-12-02 17:39:25 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω i see you’d make good cop! But why didn’t you choose a path towards your dream field?

2018-12-02 17:39:28 UTC  

@machtyn I envy you then, heh. I was raised to be a simp to women. After erasing that programming, I found myself wanting to hate. That's why I have Erith, to direct it.

2018-12-02 17:39:32 UTC  

i believe that with enough disipline i can do without that

2018-12-02 17:39:48 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Who/What's Erith?

2018-12-02 17:40:22 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω I was raised by a single mom who abused me/tried to kill me and herself multiple times - yet she tried to teach me to simp to women too but I saw through it from age 8+.

2018-12-02 17:40:38 UTC  

I am thankful for my upbringing, in that respect.

2018-12-02 17:40:51 UTC  

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Going into the military is a last resort at this point. I didn't/don't have the qualification to be a fighter pilot, going into the military is a bad idea in this era in general.

2018-12-02 17:41:19 UTC  

@machtyn Erith is my doll (@eriththeamazon on instagram if you wanna see), I was raised by a single father who was raised by a single mother.

2018-12-02 17:41:30 UTC  

A military pilot was your dream job?

2018-12-02 17:42:18 UTC  

I wanted to be a fighter pilot, yeah. But I realized I'd be worse off than I am now if I were pursuing that. I wouldn't make it for a research paper full of reasons.

2018-12-02 17:42:25 UTC  

Plus it's not worth it.

2018-12-02 17:42:53 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Nice! Where'd you get the doll?

2018-12-02 17:42:55 UTC  

If I get wealthy enough, I'll just get a pilot license, buy an F4 and fly it just to compromise.

2018-12-02 17:43:05 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Oof that sounds terrible.

2018-12-02 17:43:24 UTC  

I got her from siliconwives, she's a custom made that costed 6.7k

2018-12-02 17:43:37 UTC  

HOLY SHIT

2018-12-02 17:43:44 UTC  

How long do you think she will last?

2018-12-02 17:43:46 UTC  

Yep. I'm too picky.