and you guys still love women

@legendpinnen I never loved a woman, either.

Going into Law enforcement, like a local police department or a state-level agency.

@The Pathfinder Ω nicee!! Here i have a question for you. What made you choose it?

@legendpinnen I don't "love" women, let's get that straight. I had a plan to badly harm the one that burned me the most, and I spent 3 years later studying them out of pity and disgust. I've replaced them for the same reason you have, just by different ends and means.

@The Pathfinder Ω Oh! Good luck. I am minanarchist but moving towards ancap. I respect the military/police/courts but no other aspects of gov.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Honestly, I just needed to follow through with a path in life. @machtyn I disagree with many aspects of my field, but I may change those should I get the chance.

@The Pathfinder Ω you obviuly had a strong reaction to the truth

thaat means thaat you loved them alot

Strong is an...understatement.

and it doesnt just go away

It did. After 5 years.

@The Pathfinder Ω Yes, policing is important.

@legendpinnen I still need something to care for, something to "love". Otherwise, I'd be some emotionless monster trying to profit off of others.

i want to be thaat monster tho

@The Pathfinder Ω good you are critical! But what makes you specia, what makes you stand out compared to others that practice your dream job?

I've tried not using replacements, it just made me more violent.

i used to be more violent

it calms over time

then i wont have any vices

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) I wouldn't call it my "Dream" job, but I see the errors in my field, i come from a race that's known to conflict with law enforcement, so I'm not biased. I have a bird's eye view, so to speak.

@legendpinnen It doesn't calm. It gets worse whether you notice it or not. It's the reason I got a doll. It's the reason you love anime girls. It's a "distraction", I guess. We need to "love" something on some kind of level.

@The Pathfinder Ω I think I am broken. I've never felt that love. I love dogs a lot because they're deserving of my love. I have never seen women as a recipient of my love. I love my male friends and this group more than I have ever loved women. It's not even conscious.

@The Pathfinder Ω Don't hate or try to lose your love. Simply direct it properly. It's a good thing.

@The Pathfinder Ω no its different for different people

Give it away, along with all your money, to twitch thots. They need it for tax funds.

@The Pathfinder Ω i see you’d make good cop! But why didn’t you choose a path towards your dream field?

@machtyn I envy you then, heh. I was raised to be a simp to women. After erasing that programming, I found myself wanting to hate. That's why I have Erith, to direct it.

i believe that with enough disipline i can do without that

@The Pathfinder Ω Who/What's Erith?

@The Pathfinder Ω I was raised by a single mom who abused me/tried to kill me and herself multiple times - yet she tried to teach me to simp to women too but I saw through it from age 8+.

I am thankful for my upbringing, in that respect.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Going into the military is a last resort at this point. I didn't/don't have the qualification to be a fighter pilot, going into the military is a bad idea in this era in general.

@machtyn Erith is my doll (@eriththeamazon on instagram if you wanna see), I was raised by a single father who was raised by a single mother.

A military pilot was your dream job?

I wanted to be a fighter pilot, yeah. But I realized I'd be worse off than I am now if I were pursuing that. I wouldn't make it for a research paper full of reasons.

Plus it's not worth it.

@The Pathfinder Ω Nice! Where'd you get the doll?

If I get wealthy enough, I'll just get a pilot license, buy an F4 and fly it just to compromise.

@The Pathfinder Ω Oof that sounds terrible.

I got her from siliconwives, she's a custom made that costed 6.7k