Message from @The Pathfinder Ω
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i dont need to love to see what happens to people who love
@The Pathfinder Ω What specific law do you seek to practice?
True, you don't, but it explains why you're generalizing a very complex topic.
it could be that im less biased since i never loved women
and you guys still love women
@legendpinnen I never loved a woman, either.
Going into Law enforcement, like a local police department or a state-level agency.
@The Pathfinder Ω nicee!! Here i have a question for you. What made you choose it?
@legendpinnen I don't "love" women, let's get that straight. I had a plan to badly harm the one that burned me the most, and I spent 3 years later studying them out of pity and disgust. I've replaced them for the same reason you have, just by different ends and means.
@The Pathfinder Ω Oh! Good luck. I am minanarchist but moving towards ancap. I respect the military/police/courts but no other aspects of gov.
@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Honestly, I just needed to follow through with a path in life. @machtyn I disagree with many aspects of my field, but I may change those should I get the chance.
@The Pathfinder Ω you obviuly had a strong reaction to the truth
thaat means thaat you loved them alot
Strong is an...understatement.
and it doesnt just go away
It did. After 5 years.
@The Pathfinder Ω Yes, policing is important.
@legendpinnen I still need something to care for, something to "love". Otherwise, I'd be some emotionless monster trying to profit off of others.
i want to be thaat monster tho
@The Pathfinder Ω good you are critical! But what makes you specia, what makes you stand out compared to others that practice your dream job?
i used to be more violent
it calms over time
then i wont have any vices
@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) I wouldn't call it my "Dream" job, but I see the errors in my field, i come from a race that's known to conflict with law enforcement, so I'm not biased. I have a bird's eye view, so to speak.
@legendpinnen It doesn't calm. It gets worse whether you notice it or not. It's the reason I got a doll. It's the reason you love anime girls. It's a "distraction", I guess. We need to "love" something on some kind of level.
@The Pathfinder Ω I think I am broken. I've never felt that love. I love dogs a lot because they're deserving of my love. I have never seen women as a recipient of my love. I love my male friends and this group more than I have ever loved women. It's not even conscious.
@The Pathfinder Ω Don't hate or try to lose your love. Simply direct it properly. It's a good thing.
@The Pathfinder Ω no its different for different people
Give it away, along with all your money, to twitch thots. They need it for tax funds.
@The Pathfinder Ω i see you’d make good cop! But why didn’t you choose a path towards your dream field?
@machtyn I envy you then, heh. I was raised to be a simp to women. After erasing that programming, I found myself wanting to hate. That's why I have Erith, to direct it.
i believe that with enough disipline i can do without that
@The Pathfinder Ω Who/What's Erith?
@The Pathfinder Ω I was raised by a single mom who abused me/tried to kill me and herself multiple times - yet she tried to teach me to simp to women too but I saw through it from age 8+.
I am thankful for my upbringing, in that respect.
@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Going into the military is a last resort at this point. I didn't/don't have the qualification to be a fighter pilot, going into the military is a bad idea in this era in general.
@machtyn Erith is my doll (@eriththeamazon on instagram if you wanna see), I was raised by a single father who was raised by a single mother.
A military pilot was your dream job?
I wanted to be a fighter pilot, yeah. But I realized I'd be worse off than I am now if I were pursuing that. I wouldn't make it for a research paper full of reasons.
Plus it's not worth it.