Message from @Nyarlathotep
Discord ID: 647280453623087146
Thanks
I would if I was not going to
I can’t
i may fall asleep <:cri:641289872434397184>
let me see how im feeling in like 10 mins rick
I’m just really not feelin it rn
aspergers test
153 out of 200
>don’t vibe with it
I treat my body very nicely
Because slee schedule is whack?
>doesnt go to sleep early because if I do I wake up in the middle of the night
12-4am
Like 9 to 10 ish
I just got used to it
And never adjusted
I mean
Idk I mostly just dissociate by playing video games etc.
Well do you have to get up that early for a job or something?
Teachers don’t care about homework
Don’t work out at least not at home
The only time I feel like getting up is when I want to hop on a game or something early
I just want to do stuff before I sleep because I feel like I’m wading so much time and when I’m asleep I want to just sleep for as long as possible because I’m usually dreading school
It just sucks man
Having 0 self esteem and nothing making you feel good anymore
you should research stoicism my dude
Some of it is because I’m awful at school and I don’t really get along with people there etc. Everything just feels like it’s pushing me down, like I have some natural disadvantage because of some childhood trauma shit that I can’t do anything about
And what I want is good result
S
For later in life
At least I think I do
No
It’s because I like science and shit
I feel like if I can do something in that field
Than maybe my life won’t be wasted
Physics
Some of it is the only stuff that really makes sense to me
Even though I’m fucked with math
But even then maybe I’m wrong and I’m just a dummy