Message from @Nyarlathotep
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Well yeah but I don’t have shit to do
Teachers don’t care about homework
Don’t work out at least not at home
The only time I feel like getting up is when I want to hop on a game or something early
I just want to do stuff before I sleep because I feel like I’m wading so much time and when I’m asleep I want to just sleep for as long as possible because I’m usually dreading school
It just sucks man
Having 0 self esteem and nothing making you feel good anymore
you should research stoicism my dude
Some of it is because I’m awful at school and I don’t really get along with people there etc. Everything just feels like it’s pushing me down, like I have some natural disadvantage because of some childhood trauma shit that I can’t do anything about
And what I want is good result
S
For later in life
At least I think I do
No
It’s because I like science and shit
I feel like if I can do something in that field
Than maybe my life won’t be wasted
Physics
Some of it is the only stuff that really makes sense to me
Even though I’m fucked with math
Yeah history is dope if tought right
But it’s not dumb shit you learned in high school
It’s an actual practical application of it
That’s what fucking pisses me off the most about math
It never tells you what the fuck you’re doing it for
It just tells you to do it
That’s part of why I like physics
Because it’s like oh yeah that decided by that = THE FUCKING FORCE IT TAKES TO PUSH SOMETHING
What do you mean by that
Yeah it’s the study of energy
That’s everything
Everything is a hypothesis
Nothing can be proven
that's life
Only disproven
That’s fair
I mean I fuckin hate reality so
Yeah
I gotta go to bed now