@eliaa But yeah, what Mozalbete says is also a good idea.

@Mozalbete ⳩ yeah there are some recruiting firms I can pay!

@Quarantine_Zone really?? what do you do? yeah I apply for PhDs as well. I've been told that if I wanna get the top I should consider getting one just for the sake of it. But really, I don't care about money. I want to work for maybe 5-10 years to save up so I can be a stay at home mom.

@Deleted User good point! and heyy hi fellow Scandinavian! Do you have experience working in the US? It appears that in order to work there, even if only for a short time, you need to have a sponsor for your visa and all that and it seems like super complicated and costly

Absolute mess right now tbh, the whole conflagration of hell it seems is trying to break me down lately and to be perfectly honest it's doing a bang-up Job. Started back in fall, classes cut me off from the one reliable, supportive group of christians I had, when I finally got back, most of them had left for their own churches (it was an interchurch college-age group) and I was left without a spiritual home. I tried going back to my church, but despite solid biblical teaching some bad things have been seeping into the structure of the church, and the poison is such I have a hard time even showing up knowing what I know.

As I was struggling through that, my girlfriend's mom got surprise stage 4 stomach cancer, and I've been doing my best to support them as best I can, but it really dealt a blow to the fragile spiritual state. In the midst of all this, some unknown physical and mental affliction has woken up in me. Part of it is severe carpal tunnel that's been rendering my hands occasionally useless at work. Much of it is stuff I don't even know how to diagnose. My insides are falling apart, my body just goes into contortions and spasms, my ability to process information is starting to decay, I don't know what to do, I'm barely holding together

I know God is there, that there is a plan in this, but I just feel so alone I want to give in and just let myself die

Damn, dude, stay strong

Have you seen a doctor for it?

Been trying, kinda have a thing about doctors though, so it's been a whole thing getting to just set setup an apointment. Been working at it, just not easy...

@eliaa I'm in undergrad, studying econ, but I went in pre-med, so I've been working in basic research in vascular health for a few years now. Everyone around me that has funds for a family though has a PhD, MD, or Vet degree

@eliaa , no can't say that I have any experience with working in the US, but if you're any good at what you do, then I'm sure that getting a sponsor should be doable enough.

I'm losing my sanity. I've been broken up with my girlfriend for 7 months and this is to test me to see if I'm truly man enough to be stable in my life to bring her to America to marry me or may it's to bring me to Orthodoxy so I can marry her one day and I'm so close to cutting through and going to see her in Europe but I'm so upset. I'm afraid she'll have already found another. I'm such a fool. I should just move on but I feel like its fate that lead me to her but she's gone and I don't understand if it's some joke or what it is. Why would I be given such a good woman only to have her taken away? Or am I missing something? I've done so much thinking on it and I've thought about her and her negatives but I'm at such an enclosed part in my life right now I don't know where to turn to but to God and I ask him to calm my mind and he leads me to calmness but then it keeps reoccurring. I relapse over it. It's as if she died. I was so invested in her and I'm so emotionally connected to her. Please pray for me and my sanity. Ask for someone or something to help press it's way into my life to show me harmony, or instill something within my dreams that manifest in my reality. I'm so troubled.

@JoeyJoestar1337 Definitely, brother. God will show you to who you are meant to be with the rest of your life. You will find her, count on it.

Could you please keep my cousin Candice Langshaw in your prayers? She died last night after a 20+ year battle with Wilson's Disease and having been in an induced coma (effectively) since October last year.

Would you all please keep Fr. N. Rynne in your prayers? He has been found guilty of trying to bring Catholics in Tasmania to Heaven and the Archbishop has removed him from his post.

guilty of what?

Guilty of telling Catholics that you have to be Catholic to get to Heaven. He's also been found guilty of saying the Latin Mass and offering it to God.

Pretty horrendous crimes, eh?

How dare he.

I have one but it isn’t about me, screenshot kinda tells all

Theres been a pretty bad car accident in my hometown. Pray a small prayer for the drivers soul and his family if you can spare the time.

@Deleted User @Quarantine_Zone thanks guys! I'll look more into it. I applied for a PhD now, let's see :)

My faith is getting tested i'm really having a rough time outside of prayer and about certain temptations that i'm trying to fight off, please pray that i may not loose my way in Christ. Thanks .

Could you all please pray that I don't have to do jury duty on Wednesday? I've no problem performing the duties per se, my issue is that I'm booked in for my driver's test next week and can't afford to reschedule it (because reasons).

Could you please pray that i stop getting shoah'd, I've had multiple accounts, RWDS, ORTHOGANG, NS Legalism, the three aliases i went under, honestly its annoying as fuck that I keep getting shoah'd so, in advance, big thanks if you pray for me.

Please pray for my step father who's been admitted to a hospice for pain management and end of life care. He's a good man.

Please pray for an old friend of mine. I just heard that he has been diagnosed with depression. May your prayers guide him back towards the one true Catholic faith. His name is Rolf.

Could you please pray for me I will fail my maths test and my YouTube account got banned for hate speech because I told a few Jews to get back into the Oven

Could I get some prayer for clarity... things are feeling blurry, if that makes sense... I don’t know what’s going on and it’s worrying me. Jarren or Jay for my name

Brothers, please pray for me, because tomorrow I will have a test at Biology and I want to get a good result.

Please pray for the conversion of my half-brother. He's open to Christianity, but he's socially liberal etc and sceptical of the supernatural.

Please pray for my exam next week. More than 25% of the class got below a 60% on the last exam, and our professor is adamant that he won't curve it.

My friend and I were fighting and now she never wants to talk to me again

>wymen

Lads

I won't lie

The ol' purity isn't so swell lately.

Please do pray for me.

Same here tbh. Only been with the future wife, so I believe there can be redemption in that (lack of marriage is currently not our choice, life is just tough right now), but ultimately I've been a pretty bad fuck up lately. We're really trying to get right, but sexual sin is insidious as shit and it's hard to stay clear for the both of us, me especially being the head. Feels like shit.
Also, finally got to a doctor, turns out it's most likely a lot of my issues are psychological which kinda makes sense, but prayers for mental healing as well.

I guess overall just deliverance from where I am to where I've been created to be. I have been super lost lately and making a lot of shitty decisions, my faith hasn't wavered but my flesh has hardcore, and it's doing me in. I need some divine intervention soon because I just don't know how to move forward anymore. Just feel alone...

Please pray for the repose of the soul of Clenice Matheus, mother of an ICKSP priest.