Message from @Irish
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This would be more of a umm... very early warning-signs of schiz..
i was feeling really good, then boom this bizarre stuff, getting tortured at night.
it's not. i know it isn't.
plus, there are other indicators it's not
If i constantly heard things in my ears i would have a mental breakdown
but u seem to handle it aok
Tbh
like medical establishment treating me really off
when i started having these issues when i didnt even tell them about it yet
like i had never been treated that way before and im 30 .
i've never been held in the ER for 16 hours then given FAKE test results,
like they were actually not right.
I'm genuinely interested
the reason why i dont have a mental breakdown, cause i immediately knew it's not
i mean shit, they are TELLING ME TO HAVE ONE.
lol
if that isn't a sign that it's an external party i dont know what else is. what the hell would voices instruct somebody to have a mental breakdown
But what could possibly be the cause of this
i've thought it's the government, i've thought it's a rich bigot who got his hands on covert technology,
i've thought it's aliens
i dont' care, i just know that it's malicious and an attack against me
i'm not sure that the WHY really matters that much, but sometimes i think about it.
i have schizophrenia all the demons lost power and stopped harrassing me with i started working with bigger dietys
so u never heard anything positive from "them"?
Can you ask this person?
it's like my career is going up, financially im more successful, i just have a mental breakdown when im feeling happy? nah
i don't believe it
Why it's bothering you?
There must be a reason right?
i'm still relatively happy just...i can't say this stuff to everybody
yeah, because they think my sexuality and gender identity makes me disgusting,
And are you black?
that im not wanted in society and i need to off myself because nobody wants me here
And gay?
is what has been said
i'm trans and black .
and they've said that nobody cares about me so i need to be nice and commit suicide,
among other sick stuff