https://tonic.vice.com/en_us/article/mgd584/why-black-people-dont-want-to-donate-their-organs

like i had never been treated that way before and im 30 .

i've never been held in the ER for 16 hours then given FAKE test results,

like they were actually not right.

I'm genuinely interested

the reason why i dont have a mental breakdown, cause i immediately knew it's not

i mean shit, they are TELLING ME TO HAVE ONE.

lol

if that isn't a sign that it's an external party i dont know what else is. what the hell would voices instruct somebody to have a mental breakdown

But what could possibly be the cause of this

Realistically speaking

i've thought it's the government, i've thought it's a rich bigot who got his hands on covert technology,

i've thought it's aliens

i dont' care, i just know that it's malicious and an attack against me

i'm not sure that the WHY really matters that much, but sometimes i think about it.

i have schizophrenia all the demons lost power and stopped harrassing me with i started working with bigger dietys

so u never heard anything positive from "them"?

Can you ask this person?

it's like my career is going up, financially im more successful, i just have a mental breakdown when im feeling happy? nah

i don't believe it

Why it's bothering you?

There must be a reason right?

i'm still relatively happy just...i can't say this stuff to everybody

yeah, because they think my sexuality and gender identity makes me disgusting,

And are you black?

that im not wanted in society and i need to off myself because nobody wants me here

And gay?

is what has been said

i'm trans and black .

and they've said that nobody cares about me so i need to be nice and commit suicide,

among other sick stuff

Sounds...

im a pervert, disgusting, etc

there is no way i would think this stuff on my own lol

smoke a bong destress

yep. they tell me to smoke pot too,

Maybe you've heard this stuff before from other people

cause you know that is what black LGBT people do

nope,

i never have until now

i seriously haven't. that's how i knew it was bullshit too