hello

how do i change my nickname?

@staff

idk if there is a command

@Silly Rabbit, Trix Are For Kids can you help me? i want to change my name. are you a mod?

i get profile, mention and roles

when i right click on the channel name i dont get it either.

seektruth

is the name i want

yeah

thanks

is this server anti nazi ?

okay, just checking.

good.

i'm definitely not one.

anyone a TI here?

i don't know if i believe in that, i think it's deeper than just "white people" i guess.

lol not the rapper TI.

targeted individual = TI

i do like TI's rap songs too

someone being experimented on or attacked using covert weapons...im not sure those exist, i just know that what is happening to me is really off.

i doubt it, he's a rapper. lol

he seems to be doing okay...

makes sense to me, they don't exactly promote good images.

i've been hearing really malicious, hateful voices for the past two months. i've had things happen to my body. people have acted strange towards me

my parents have never really liked me and have incorrect assumptions about my life. but the worse part is the first two

i'll check out Hopsins.

@bruv they have claimed to be aliens, but i don't know how to tell if i've been abducted.

i don't think i believe in aliens. i'm not sure. i feel like if they are able to do communicate telepathically they should be ab;e to just kill me

right

lol

whatever they are doing, they make too many mistakes to be alien it seems. probably just humans

it sounds like it is coming from a variety of places.

it sounds like it someone is speaking from 300 feet, then 2 feet,

then sometimes the sound is coming from inside my head

i've also heard people insult me from behind but i dont really think they were. it acts like some type of technology. i've tried "thinking" back to it.

and it responds.

when it first started happening, one of the voices said it was an implant.

@bruh i don't know how to tell that

@🅱ruh Sound Effect 2

i don't think it's schizophrenia...it's kind of logical.

it's very bigoted and discriminatory.

i'm pretty self confident... i don't think my brain would make that type of stuff up.

i thought tin foil hats was bs

lol

i've heard there is nothing the person can do to stop it

it does sound like radio. for sure.

i had a stratch on my chest which some people say is a sign of alien abduction.

it was really long and i dont have long nails.

yeah

scratch* lol

they claim they are aliens but it could be bs

like a little more than a papercut.

ive had scratches on my hand too

not very deep

i mean, one of the scratches i got when i was walking around with a coat on.

it's healed up now.

it wasn't dangerous, it was just bizarre and creepy because i clearly didn't do it.

who knows i mean honestly human beings don't know everything. i don't think ANY being does,

lol

i wasn't sleeping. i don't find debating whether or not something happened to me to be that useful.

i didn't do it

that's all i know

end

i mean i have no idea what that would even mean

it was relatively straight yea, like a

clzw

*claw

shit i wouldn't put anything past anybody

lol

i don't care about race though

i mean i really don't...i think it's irrelevant

it's brainwashing

there are black doctors, asian doctors, white doctors, indian doctors, indian musicians, black musicians, white, etc, etc,

it's been proven that all races than do most things

*can do

i mean blacks get treated really bad

still

according to my voices, it's arbitrary lol

so

they claim they designed discrimination and it doesn't mean anything beyond "we made it up so just go along with it"

they claim to not like me because i dont believe in discrimination among other things, say they don't need me to be successful and i need to "go"

black market organ harvesting? i definitely believe in that.

the voices tell me that they don't want me to be successful, i'm evil so i need to kill myself

all of the time

as far as im concerned, it could be as minor as some bigot special interest group with backing

they also like to say my sexual orientation is illegal too when it's not

and that i'm a terrorist...these are def things i'd never think and i've never even been told these things in person LOL .

because that is correlated with mental breakdowns typically @Irish

also, the voices are way too logical

it sounds like exactly something a bigoted manipulative psychopath would say...not that i've ever heard any of it in real life,

when this started happening, i was in the opposite of a mental breakdown.

like right when it stsarted

*started

i was feeling really good, then boom this bizarre stuff, getting tortured at night.

it's not. i know it isn't.

plus, there are other indicators it's not

like medical establishment treating me really off

when i started having these issues when i didnt even tell them about it yet