Message from @Irish
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all of the time
as far as im concerned, it could be as minor as some bigot special interest group with backing
they also like to say my sexual orientation is illegal too when it's not
and that i'm a terrorist...these are def things i'd never think and i've never even been told these things in person LOL .
Is there a possibility to create two-way convo w m?
How do you know it's not schizophrenia
That would def help
Sounds like it
because that is correlated with mental breakdowns typically @Irish
also, the voices are way too logical
it sounds like exactly something a bigoted manipulative psychopath would say...not that i've ever heard any of it in real life,
That is true
when this started happening, i was in the opposite of a mental breakdown.
like right when it stsarted
*started
This would be more of a umm... very early warning-signs of schiz..
i was feeling really good, then boom this bizarre stuff, getting tortured at night.
it's not. i know it isn't.
plus, there are other indicators it's not
but u seem to handle it aok
Tbh
like medical establishment treating me really off
when i started having these issues when i didnt even tell them about it yet
like i had never been treated that way before and im 30 .
i've never been held in the ER for 16 hours then given FAKE test results,
like they were actually not right.
I'm genuinely interested
the reason why i dont have a mental breakdown, cause i immediately knew it's not
i mean shit, they are TELLING ME TO HAVE ONE.
lol
if that isn't a sign that it's an external party i dont know what else is. what the hell would voices instruct somebody to have a mental breakdown
But what could possibly be the cause of this
Realistically speaking
i've thought it's the government, i've thought it's a rich bigot who got his hands on covert technology,
i've thought it's aliens
i dont' care, i just know that it's malicious and an attack against me
i'm not sure that the WHY really matters that much, but sometimes i think about it.
i have schizophrenia all the demons lost power and stopped harrassing me with i started working with bigger dietys