Message from @Irish

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2019-03-10 00:17:01 UTC  

they also like to say my sexual orientation is illegal too when it's not

2019-03-10 00:17:36 UTC  

and that i'm a terrorist...these are def things i'd never think and i've never even been told these things in person LOL .

2019-03-10 00:17:51 UTC  

Is there a possibility to create two-way convo w m?

2019-03-10 00:17:56 UTC  

How do you know it's not schizophrenia

2019-03-10 00:18:01 UTC  

That would def help

2019-03-10 00:18:10 UTC  

Sounds like it

2019-03-10 00:18:19 UTC  

because that is correlated with mental breakdowns typically @Irish

2019-03-10 00:18:23 UTC  

also, the voices are way too logical

2019-03-10 00:18:40 UTC  

it sounds like exactly something a bigoted manipulative psychopath would say...not that i've ever heard any of it in real life,

2019-03-10 00:18:44 UTC  

That is true

2019-03-10 00:18:58 UTC  

when this started happening, i was in the opposite of a mental breakdown.

2019-03-10 00:19:06 UTC  

like right when it stsarted

2019-03-10 00:19:08 UTC  

*started

2019-03-10 00:19:18 UTC  

This would be more of a umm... very early warning-signs of schiz..

2019-03-10 00:19:23 UTC  

i was feeling really good, then boom this bizarre stuff, getting tortured at night.

2019-03-10 00:19:28 UTC  

it's not. i know it isn't.

2019-03-10 00:19:31 UTC  

plus, there are other indicators it's not

2019-03-10 00:19:33 UTC  

If i constantly heard things in my ears i would have a mental breakdown

2019-03-10 00:19:33 UTC  

but u seem to handle it aok

2019-03-10 00:19:35 UTC  

Tbh

2019-03-10 00:19:39 UTC  

like medical establishment treating me really off

2019-03-10 00:19:48 UTC  

when i started having these issues when i didnt even tell them about it yet

2019-03-10 00:20:01 UTC  

like i had never been treated that way before and im 30 .

2019-03-10 00:20:30 UTC  

i've never been held in the ER for 16 hours then given FAKE test results,

2019-03-10 00:20:36 UTC  

like they were actually not right.

2019-03-10 00:20:39 UTC  

I'm genuinely interested

2019-03-10 00:21:02 UTC  

the reason why i dont have a mental breakdown, cause i immediately knew it's not

2019-03-10 00:21:05 UTC  

i mean shit, they are TELLING ME TO HAVE ONE.

2019-03-10 00:21:06 UTC  

lol

2019-03-10 00:21:25 UTC  

if that isn't a sign that it's an external party i dont know what else is. what the hell would voices instruct somebody to have a mental breakdown

2019-03-10 00:21:31 UTC  

But what could possibly be the cause of this

2019-03-10 00:21:42 UTC  

Realistically speaking

2019-03-10 00:21:52 UTC  

i've thought it's the government, i've thought it's a rich bigot who got his hands on covert technology,

2019-03-10 00:21:54 UTC  

i've thought it's aliens

2019-03-10 00:22:02 UTC  

i dont' care, i just know that it's malicious and an attack against me

2019-03-10 00:22:16 UTC  

i'm not sure that the WHY really matters that much, but sometimes i think about it.

2019-03-10 00:22:31 UTC  

i have schizophrenia all the demons lost power and stopped harrassing me with i started working with bigger dietys

2019-03-10 00:22:33 UTC  

so u never heard anything positive from "them"?

2019-03-10 00:22:34 UTC  

Can you ask this person?