i mean blacks get treated really bad

still

Maybe

according to my voices, it's arbitrary lol

so

they claim they designed discrimination and it doesn't mean anything beyond "we made it up so just go along with it"

they claim to not like me because i dont believe in discrimination among other things, say they don't need me to be successful and i need to "go"

Ive had this thought. There are so many people who need organ transplants and not that many donors. There could be a group of people that just kill others for their organs and get a shit load of money. Really weird stuff.

black market organ harvesting? i definitely believe in that.

Yeah but like killing a lot of people

Yeah lets change the subject lol

the voices tell me that they don't want me to be successful, i'm evil so i need to kill myself

all of the time

as far as im concerned, it could be as minor as some bigot special interest group with backing

they also like to say my sexual orientation is illegal too when it's not

and that i'm a terrorist...these are def things i'd never think and i've never even been told these things in person LOL .

Is there a possibility to create two-way convo w m?

https://www.wusa9.com/mobile/article/news/year-in-review/georgia-model-vanishes-body-found-with-organs-missing/65-442855486

How do you know it's not schizophrenia

That would def help

Sounds like it

because that is correlated with mental breakdowns typically @Irish

also, the voices are way too logical

it sounds like exactly something a bigoted manipulative psychopath would say...not that i've ever heard any of it in real life,

That is true

when this started happening, i was in the opposite of a mental breakdown.

like right when it stsarted

*started

This would be more of a umm... very early warning-signs of schiz..

i was feeling really good, then boom this bizarre stuff, getting tortured at night.

it's not. i know it isn't.

plus, there are other indicators it's not

If i constantly heard things in my ears i would have a mental breakdown

but u seem to handle it aok

Tbh

like medical establishment treating me really off

when i started having these issues when i didnt even tell them about it yet

https://tonic.vice.com/en_us/article/mgd584/why-black-people-dont-want-to-donate-their-organs

like i had never been treated that way before and im 30 .

i've never been held in the ER for 16 hours then given FAKE test results,

like they were actually not right.