Message from @rogalik
Discord ID: 535154113017544704
I tried
For half a year
No progress
its not like you have any control over anything whatsoever
free will is an illusion
its all just luck
you had a bad luck
stop feeling bad about it
its the probability that decides everything
How can I increase it then
The probability
go to a psychatrist
I wish I could
and psychologist
I visit psychologist
ffs if you need medical help your parents cant fucking deny you it
My psychologist said its just a phase
And they believe her
probably you either didnt explain her fully what happens
So no need for a psychiatrist they say
I didn't
But I can't
also yeah i dont think psychatrist is really the way to go right now because there is no mental illness its an emotional issue
like what drugs can you even get its pointless
I felt like this for a real long time.
I dont want drugs
I want to go to an asylum
you should change your environment
Yes
To an asylum
if you have no one and even parents dont support you
you cant do anything at all
I cant
well for now you probably cant do anything about your environment
so i'd suggest trying to impregnate yourself
I wish I was a bird so I could fly away
I want to leave the country so bad
mentally cut off
Leave this life behind
yeah but you cant do shit in real for now