My dads going upstairs

im not your friend, buddy

>Youre my only friends, my best friends.
jesus

how delusional you are

get grip of reality dude

I should

Nobody's my friend because I can't relate to people.

And when I do, they aren't interested.

Because they have friends

dude you arent getting any friend in 5 seconds

I tried

For half a year

No progress

its not like you have any control over anything whatsoever

free will is an illusion

its all just luck

you had a bad luck

stop feeling bad about it

its the probability that decides everything

How can I increase it then

The probability

go to a psychatrist

I wish I could

and psychologist

I visit psychologist

ffs if you need medical help your parents cant fucking deny you it

My psychologist said its just a phase

And they believe her

probably you either didnt explain her fully what happens

So no need for a psychiatrist they say

or shes stupid

I didn't

But I can't

also yeah i dont think psychatrist is really the way to go right now because there is no mental illness its an emotional issue

like what drugs can you even get its pointless

I felt like this for a real long time.

I dont want drugs

I want to go to an asylum

you should change your environment

Yes

To an asylum