My psychologist said its just a phase

And they believe her

probably you either didnt explain her fully what happens

So no need for a psychiatrist they say

or shes stupid

I didn't

But I can't

also yeah i dont think psychatrist is really the way to go right now because there is no mental illness its an emotional issue

like what drugs can you even get its pointless

I felt like this for a real long time.

I dont want drugs

I want to go to an asylum

you should change your environment

Yes

To an asylum

if you have no one and even parents dont support you

you cant do anything at all

I cant

well for now you probably cant do anything about your environment

so i'd suggest trying to impregnate yourself

I wish I was a bird so I could fly away

I want to leave the country so bad

mentally cut off

Leave this life behind

yeah but you cant do shit in real for now

get into some video game or anything at least

something to turn your attention to

read some books

idk

some sports

Video games dont interest me anymore for some reason

I lost the enjoyment from it

Even tho I didnt play for a long time

It was pretty much my only hobby besides history that ive done

Idk whats wrong with me

if you lose enjoyment then its potentially a sign of depression

I dont know if im depressed

I was once though

I wanted to kill myself

And told a friend

And he snitched on me