Nobody's my friend because I can't relate to people.

And when I do, they aren't interested.

Because they have friends

dude you arent getting any friend in 5 seconds

I tried

For half a year

No progress

its not like you have any control over anything whatsoever

free will is an illusion

its all just luck

you had a bad luck

stop feeling bad about it

its the probability that decides everything

How can I increase it then

The probability

go to a psychatrist

I wish I could

and psychologist

I visit psychologist

ffs if you need medical help your parents cant fucking deny you it

My psychologist said its just a phase

And they believe her

probably you either didnt explain her fully what happens

So no need for a psychiatrist they say

or shes stupid

I didn't

But I can't

also yeah i dont think psychatrist is really the way to go right now because there is no mental illness its an emotional issue

like what drugs can you even get its pointless

I felt like this for a real long time.

I dont want drugs

I want to go to an asylum

you should change your environment

Yes

To an asylum

if you have no one and even parents dont support you

you cant do anything at all

I cant

well for now you probably cant do anything about your environment

so i'd suggest trying to impregnate yourself

I wish I was a bird so I could fly away