I wish I was a bird so I could fly away

I want to leave the country so bad

mentally cut off

Leave this life behind

yeah but you cant do shit in real for now

get into some video game or anything at least

something to turn your attention to

read some books

idk

some sports

Video games dont interest me anymore for some reason

I lost the enjoyment from it

Even tho I didnt play for a long time

It was pretty much my only hobby besides history that ive done

Idk whats wrong with me

if you lose enjoyment then its potentially a sign of depression

I dont know if im depressed

I was once though

I wanted to kill myself

And told a friend

And he snitched on me

So didnt think of it ever since

But I really want to livestream my death to people

To people at school

oh yeah no fuck off

Why is it messed up

dont entertain suicide

Everybody hates me there anyway

I'd just make it fun for them

Why

because im not having this mess on this discord

its stupid as well

Im sorry

I should go I think

no why

Im making this server a mess

As you said

no its like

im not allowing talking about streaming your suicide to other people

I dont undwesrand why but okay

thats forbidden by the discord netiquette this discord can get closed