In burgerland at least philosophy majors have the highest average earnings of any humanities major

Lots of companies hire people with humanities degrees as much as people meme about them

Add in the econ and connections and I'm pretty hopeful about landing a decent job

I want to work and live in NYC though so hopefully I can find something there

My dad used to work there for many years but got a new job last year outside the city

doesnt sound bad at all

you're gonna make it

Looking forward to a stressful life surviving on Ritalin and cigarettes

just like in the movies

Yeah it's weird, its almost like I want a life I'm unsatisfied with

I want a small Raskolnikov-style apartment in some dingy building

And have some sort of underground subculture that serves as my one release

sounds romantic

not impossible

Yeah it's pretty highly possible funny enough lol

I still don't know what the fuck I want out of life though

I feel like I want to eventually get married and have kids but the idea still sounds so scary as to how close it is

Like I don't even feel remotely ready for that but I'm already 23

yes people these days tend to wait until everything is settled

too risky

I'm always scared about getting married, having kids and then losing interest in my partner

I'm worried about growing tired of my partner

That happened with my old gf when I was 18

But perhaps I've grown since then and maybe we just weren't compatible on that level or whatever

I just don't want to go through a fucking divorce and have a broken family

if you manage to find a pure virgin waifu (hah!) you wont even have to like her that much

just enough to feel safe and cotnent

a man needs a haven

thats the point of a wife

and a daughter preferably

to soothe his struggle

I just worry about getting bored of them

I think for the male species its something thats learned

Eventually I got sick of my gf after a while

not a condition

a gf is just a gf

I just wanted to fuck around with my buddies and play vidya

I felt so tied down

But I want to reproduce

You still have time settle your thoughts first then find someone