I'm always scared about getting married, having kids and then losing interest in my partner

I'm worried about growing tired of my partner

That happened with my old gf when I was 18

But perhaps I've grown since then and maybe we just weren't compatible on that level or whatever

I just don't want to go through a fucking divorce and have a broken family

if you manage to find a pure virgin waifu (hah!) you wont even have to like her that much

just enough to feel safe and cotnent

a man needs a haven

thats the point of a wife

and a daughter preferably

to soothe his struggle

I just worry about getting bored of them

I think for the male species its something thats learned

Eventually I got sick of my gf after a while

not a condition

a gf is just a gf

I just wanted to fuck around with my buddies and play vidya

I felt so tied down

But I want to reproduce

You still have time settle your thoughts first then find someone

I don't want to be a childless 38 year old soyboy filling his life with Funko Pops and Marvel movies

i will be a childless 38 year old filling my life with sleeping on the ground for 4 hours a night and eating unsalted potatoes

True, sometimes I don't know if my thoughts bwill ever be settled though tbh

I'm a fucking lunatic

I have OCD that drives me fucking insane

everybody these days says they're loonies

I stopped believing them

I have ADHD and Tourette's too which adds to the cacophony of shit that makes me the nutcase that I am

what are your ticks

Mostly vocal and muscle twitching

Dude if someone fell comfortable around you

do you say hilarious stuff sometimes?

I'm lucky enough to not have shouting profanities as a tic

It's mostly just small noises that I can conceal reasonably well

Stick to them , try to open more and maybe you could settle right?

But the facial muscle twitching gets bad sometimes to the point where the muscle begins getting sore from doing it so much

:/

@Wether47 yeah possibly but I get so bored of people so easily I doubt I'll find anyone that I can truly stay with for the rest of my fucking life

It varies in intensity though

Sometimes it hardly bothers me but other times it drives me nuts